Don't leave me (Jungkook)

2.1 Present

Now we are back to the present, what is happening right now in my life. If you're going to have a little overview of my life so far, then mom is in a coma because it became too much of a dose of alcohol.

The doctor said that this phase she is in can last a very long time, so I saw the fear in my eye and tried to fight it. I live in a dormitory apartment right outside the hospital my mother is admitted to. I am 20 years old, have not changed much from middle school.

Keeps me out of trouble now because now there is no one who can help me out. I got a decent enough education to pay the bills for the house and the hospital. I made some friends and one of them is Bambam. He is very funny and completely mentally ill. He is part of a group called Got7, but he still has time for a local like me.

I'm not saying I feel special because I want to avoid the same mistake I made with Jungkook. I let him in, he got to see everything of me and then he left me when he said never to. It seemed to me that he was not trying to keep me close, but he pushed me away because he knew what was going to happen to us.

But just like other children, I was blind because of love. He was my only one and it will never change. He's the only one who got a tattoo on my heart, and it stings every time I think of him.

He lives out his whole dream at such a young age. I followed from the beginning, 2013 was the debut and they have developed their fandom over the years. ARMY is what they are called and there are several groups like them.

The leaders namjoon I remember from when I was younger, remember that I saw some of them. But it's Kim seok-jin, Kim Namjoon, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin and even he said one idiot I like Jeon Jungkook.

They are the most famous group of boys in the whole country in several categories. They write a lot differently, but it's all about emotions and love. Their songs are very famous and the lyrics hit us very hard, but I could not bear to follow them anymore because I wanted to get Jungkook out of my head.

I wanted a break because he does not stand in front of thousands and think of me, but I am among the thousands and think only of him. He himself does not know the pain he causes, but no one had thought that this would happen to us.