Don't leave me (Jungkook)

15. Coming back after so long

When my left feet was in the air I could feel someone pulle back by the waist. Who would be here? Right now?

«Haven't i told you that you shouldn't stand near the end?” The same voice I looked for the whole day was now holding me. The feets where planted onto the ground and I turn around and pushed him away hard.

It was at least 3 meters between us now. "What are you doing here" I ask in a angry way. I was broken and mad at him, where was he when I was going to share my happiness. "Namjoon Hyung said you stopped by-" I dont let him finish talking

I know him well enough to know what he was going to say. "I dont need another excuse, I know you been lying to me all this time. Did you think it would hurt me" I say without hesitating. "I went into the music business thats why I was barely at school" thats the answer I didn't want to hear.

"Why didn't you say anything earlier to me?" Why did I continue asking did I think at that moment and I even think that now. If I had stopped asking and walked away maybe it would hurt so much to see him now.

"I was going to say it, but I didn’t know how you would react" he says with a deep breath. "I would have been happy! That you are following your dreams! Why wouldn't I be happy for you!?" I say back.

I dont understand why I said that, I didn't know what your dreams could do to us. I was so young and so naive and so lost inside of you. Your actions created love inside of me.

You made me feel like I was important, that my opinions mattered. But you believe in fate, that is something that made us go away from each other.

I remembered this day because I daily have dreams about this day. "I wont leave you Y/n" he said and hugged me. I couldn't hold my tears back anymore.

It was you, you could see everything about me, I didn't care. My only wish was that you wouldn't leave me.

Its been so long since I told my past with Jeon Jungkook and this is the last you guys will know. It was the last day of 10th garde and this was the day with the biggest impact on me.

Heart was made of glass and it broke, it was impossible to fix it. We were done with high school and I wish I was done with Jungkook. After I got to know that he was a trainee under Big Hit entertainment, we just drifted away from each other.

He came during the break with food and looked after me in those 10 minutes. My thoughts were all on my one wish. My wish was that he could stay with me and I wanted him more than anyone else. It hurt so bad inside it was buring me up. "Its the last school day Y/n, where is Jungkook" Does Victoria adk me. What was I supposed to answer?

We weren't attracted to each other anymore, we were against each other. "Why do you ask me?! Does it look like I know everything!?" Do I say hoarse and ugly tone to Victoria. I didn't mean to be mad at all, but the anger just wanted to go out.