Don't leave me (Jungkook)

2.4 Coworks to friends

"I was looking for an elastic band, I have to go now," I say without looking at him at all. If I looked at him the tears would have come out and it would expose the truth I want him to forget.

"Stop, you think I forgot you," he says as he grabs my arm. The heart stops the second after and the body is completely stiff. I do not know what to say or do, but answer stupidly.

"I do not understand, but I have to go," I say quickly and run out. The building is gigantic and there are way too many people here. So many unknown voices and a dozen footsteps. There are too many noises, slamming doors, loud people, and the food sitting by the throat.

Vomiting can come on the way, but there is nothing nearby that can calm me down. Anxiety flows towards me as I run around like a dog that has passed away. I do not have time to catch my breath again, the phone rings out of the blue.

"Who is it?" "It's Bambam, why does it sound like you ran away from somewhere?" he asks me with increasing pace in the sentence. "I got a simple shock, nothing more to think about" I answer and throw my head behind.

I started breathing at a normal pace and my heart was beating at the right place. If Jungkook had been with me, it would have gone faster. When I saw him before, when I was younger, it seemed like all the evil in the world was gone.

His shiny black eyes could read me in a second and the warm body that pulled me in made me feel safe. Why does it hurt so much to see him now? "Tell me if you need anything," he says and it sounds like he calmed down. Bambam is very on his toes when it comes to me.

He is the only one who knows everything that has happened in my life that include Jungkook. He does not want me to be hurt and therefore he protects me from everything.

Call me and send me messages, he takes care of mom sometimes. "I'll pick you up after work, I'll come see your mother," he says lightly and hangs up.

What should I do now? Everyone has left, I'm sitting here alone in a quiet room. Should run over to my mother, but spent the time fighting my anxiety. People struggle a lot with their emotions, depression, anxiety, loneliness, and love grief.

I take a deep breath and let the warm air out into the cold room. Once again I am alone, with no one around me to keep me warm. "We were looking for you" I hear a cheerful voice behind me say and I turn and throw my hair lightly behind.

"We bought food for you since we thought you didn't have time to eat," Channel says and comes over to me. She looks around and seems confused, but she smiles at me and signals me, that I should join her. I try to clean my roofs and get the anxiety out, as I follow Channel.

Where are we going? We sat down at a table and everyone had brought a box of food. "Why didn't you eat there?" I ask as I sit down next to the Channel. "We would not eat without you, so we took the food and you will eat with us" Channel answers with a concrete tone that makes me smile

Channel is a very nice and kind person, having her around me while I work here comes in handy. Without me noticing, time flies, and the food is completely emptied. There is not a single small stain left in their boxes and everyone looks stuffed.

It tickles my stomach and the smile reappears, it's nice to have people around me. But I should be open that they can leave me at any time, but for now it's good. 'We have to go back to work! Hurry up, we can not make them wait long "says Channel loud and clear, and everyone runs and cleans.

"You do not have to clean anything, just go fix your artist," says Channel, and while she pats me on the head. Channel plays a big sister role right now in my life, hope she does not leave me. I nod quickly and run back to the makeup room and see six other people plus the artists.