Don't leave me (Jungkook)

16. Don't leave me

I did mean to be mean towards her at all, but the anger just wanted to get out of me.

Det var 10 minutter til at rektor skulle rope opp navnene og gi ut diplomene våre. Jeg så etter to mennesker, de eneste menneskene jeg trengte, men ingen av dem var her.

It was 10 minutes until the principal was going to call out the students names and give them their degrees.

"Y/n may you enter the stage?" Does the principle say, I took this as an answer for both of my questions. They couldn't be here when I needed them and they would never be. Mum was probably working and forgot it was my last day.

We haven't talked to each other on 6 months, I haven't seen her at home at all. Remembered she said she had to work a lot for us to live a stable life. It was me alone this whole time, no food, no sound and no family.

"Y/n are you here?" I hear them say, they repeated because I spaced away. "I am here, sorry" I say and went up to the stage. For each step I took i wished Jungkook would show up and say my name.

I totally forgot that the principal was calling out of the first students with the highest score in the exam. It came as a shook for me, I knew I worked hard during this time, but I had no idea that I would be one of the top 5.

I got 4th place and then my name came. Just when I was on my way to go off the stage, I see him come running in and called out my name. "Y/N!"

I looked up again and it was Jungkook, but he wasn't calling my name. It was just my mind that wish he did. "Jeno Jungkook, may you enter the stage?" Did the principal say. It wasn't surprising that he came on 5th when he never attended school.

We went back to our seats, but there was no time to actually sit down. Jungkook just grabbed my arm and took with me outside again. Then and there I didn't know anything, but now that I think about did everything make sense.

«What are you doing? Why did you drag me out? They ain't done with the ceremony» I say, but I tried to hide my tears. I am dumb for asking! A part of me wished he never said does words he is about to say. But the reality never lies.

«Y/n I promised I would never leave you, but this must be the first promise I ever break in my life» it sounded like he was going to cry. Nobody was around us, no sound left my mouth. The tears ran down like it was raining and my nose was leaking like I was sick.

He looked at me and come towards me, hugging me. I wanted to push him away, but who was I trying to trick? I wanted him!!! "Why are you leaving me now?" I was dumber than the dumbest because I asked that question.

"I ran after my dreams and used my days to make you join me, but they said no" Is this the reason you leave me?