Don't leave me (Jungkook)

3.17 Remaining feelings

Jungkook: I didn’t want to leave you *sighs* I wish I was faster because you are going way too fast

Y/n’s POV- Inside Jimin’s car
I didn’t think I would follow him to this place, but I saw him when he walked out of the house in anger.

It reminded me about all those times he would ask me to leave class and follow after, but the one who needed a break was him. I didn’t feel used, I was rather happy that he used me for his good and to at least take the break he needed.

He still comes to our special place from the past which makes me a bit warm inside. He might have left me but it doesn’t look like he forgot me. 

Jimin: did your headache get over? *strokes Y/n’s hair*

Y/n: Kind of, I think I need some sleep and tables

Jimin: I will take care of it, did you cry, princess?

Y/n: Why do you care? *thinks she is talking to Jungkook*

Y/n: (shit Jimin doesn’t know I am like this) I meant you always care, I like it

Jimin: your eyes look swollen-

Y/n: Let’s just go home and I will take a day off tomorrow

Jimin: I will also, I can take care of you *drives*

-Time skip-

Early morning the next day- Jimin’s apartment- Y/n’s point of view
These nights used to be warm and felt great for so long. Early in the morning I still feel this pain that has always been here and will last forever.

In the afternoons I feel anxiety and nights I wish to run away to our special place to let go of my anger issues. Trying everything while holding my breath is making me feel dizzy on another level.

When you were here I could easily let go of everything since I knew you would I wouldn’t let me walk alone. I was totally fine until I spoke to you again like we were back in high school but in a nicer way.

I thought my life got improvement but seeing you sitting there in the cold made me think about the times you spent with me back then.

Cold as fuck in this room, my toes are frozen and I am fully cover yet I feel that I am in the coldest place on earth. Even though I am laying beside Jimin who is half-naked I still think about Jungkook and how cute he is.

Jimin is so ready for us getting married while I am unsure if this is cheating- thinking about another man while you are with another one.

Jimin: *turns around looking into Y/n’s eyes* How are you so pretty early in the morning?

Y/n: *smiles* How are you so good-looking all the time? I guess we will never know

Jimin: *pulls Y/n closer* Are you feeling better than yesterday?

Y/n: (Jimin is so caring and loving towards me, what am I supposed to do?)

Jimin: Hey? My beautiful princess, if you still feel bad let me get some medication

Y/n: No stay in bed it’s ice-cold, did you open the window last night? *grabs the sheets*

Jimin: You were sweating a lot last night, you screamed and cried. You had a bad nightmare and I was worried you might lack the fresh air so I opened up-

Y/n: *Hugs Jimin in bed* Thanks my cute prince for always taking care of me