Don't leave me (Jungkook)

2.6 Surrounded

"No one you need to know about," I say curtly and leave the room and answer.

"Why did you take so long to answer?" asks Bambam on the phone. I can not bear to start telling that Jungkook remembers everything and took me out. And asked questions and pretended to care about me.

"I talked to a colleague, spent some time" I lie to him and try to avoid the tone of my voice getting lower. Every time I lie, my voice gets lower, or darker, and Bambam knows that. "Remember I'll come and get you so don't take the bus, wait for me!"

"Yes, I got it with me last night," I reply. I hear heavy footsteps behind me with a strong smell that I know. One-step and the other, more people gather and I look behind. He stands there again surrounded by girls.

Why does it give me such a clear look back from our past? During school, he was also surrounded by girls, but when he came to me I felt special. Should have realized then, that it was too good to be true.

"He's a real treat, isn't he?" I hear a female voice say as the person takes to put an arm on my shoulder. I keep my eyes on Jungkook, but look quickly behind, it was just Channel. «Treat? I think you went blind "I say with a laugh and she turns me around.

"Yes, you have your opinions, but I should say you can take time off for the rest of the day since you did not get a break and there are many at work today" Channel says it's good news and gives me a letter.

"You must fill in that letter during the last two days, otherwise you are free for today." "You have not hung up your phone Y/n!" Bambam shouts through the phone, I apologize and hang up.

I could keep talking, but my eyes turend to Jungkook. Once again he is a boy everyone wants, even a part of me now wants he back. But it will only bring bigger and more demanding problems for both him and me.

The individual waves in his dark brown hair seemed so soft. His eyes were as beautiful as ever, absolutely wonderful. He has grown in height, guess he is over 177 cm. The body has become much larger for its sake, but strength can change.

Is he the same as before? The person who came running when I had a problem? The person who kept me warm during the cold? How am I going to get an answer when he left me, but those eyes. His beautiful eyes always make me lose my breath, one look will cause millions of death.

"Then we will see you later" Channel says, giving me a warm hug. I smile back and my last energy I use to pick up my backpack. I'm sending a message to Bambam to pick me up. I get chills and the body hardens quickly. The cold is all around the room, there is no heat to help me.

"Are you leaving early?" Aren't you going to fix my makeup?” Why does he come after me all the time? He was not there when I needed him, but why is he here now that I want him away.

Wish he could feel the pain I carry on a daily base because of him. Tell me I have a bad heart wishing that, but he deserves much better than this world can give him. Much better than me, even so why would he leave me with broken heart?

People always said that I was the one with a bad heart, but did I break Jungkook? Eventually i will end up with a broken heart while he finds other poeple to love. Is this fair?

"I got off work, you get another makeup artist," I mumble without looking at him. I can not bear to be here anymore and take my backpack out with me. Before i trun around and build up my hopes, hoping he will come behind me.