2.10 Damage

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"Where are you going? Didn't you just come to work? ” Jungkook asks me as he grabs my arm.

My stomach tightens, I let out a sigh of relief, shake my head slightly and look away from his black adorable eyes. He never thinks about what he is doing just like he did before! It irritated me that he did not understand what his deeds had to say to me and my broken heart! "Can you let me go?" I ask in a serious voice, and he let go off my hand with a sad face.

Maybe now he realizes that not everything is for nothing. "Have I inflicted so much damage that you're so cold to me?" he asks in a low voice that makes him seem hurt. "You should know, you left me" is the last thing I say and I go my away, away from him without looking behind.

Even though his body would turn and run after him, give him a warm hug from behind and cry to tell about my grief, I could not. Because Jungkook does not belong to me and has never belonged to me, not a small part of him once.

"Yes, what's going on? Why are you calling?” Bambam asks me after I called him. "I forgot a letter back home, can you get it for me?" I ask nicely and kindly so that he actually does.

"You've been using me a lot lately," he says sarcastically, and I reply, "You are fabulously useful, so live it for me! Good bye!". I lay down right after shouting that he should deliver it to me. It seems that I feel good when I scream and live open, but deep down it burns and hurts all parts of me.

All the feelings I hide behind my smile, all the things I keep to myself and the wounds I live with. I would have worked perfectly as an actor in a movie or series, if you have acted your whole life a series or movie is nothing.

"You spent a while on the conversation," Channel says as I return to the makeup room. As I enter I make eye contact with him from a long distance, there is another woman next to him. Pretty close, so close that she can see all the details on his face.

"We asked Linnea to fix Jungkook's makeup because you were busy," Channel says, pointing to them. He looks at me with a depressed expression, but he certainly loves to get my attention by having someone next to him.

"Yes, I have not chosen anyone I will only work for, I can doanyoes make-up" I say with a false smile that convinces everyone, except Jungkook. He looks at me and lets out a silly laugh and shakes his head slightly. He doesnt do anything more since that woman moved his face and our eye contact broke away.

"He said he could wait as long as it was you, but we ran out of time. But you have to fix Jimin's make-up» she says with a bright smile and place me next to a beautiful boy.

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