The doctor smiles, but not nicely, more sly. He hands me the report and says a sentence. "Your mother could never have gotten pregnant, nor could your father give up sperm."
What does he mean? All this confuses me, but I have to think about it later not now. If I want mom answers come back from the coma, and then I have to talk more. “I work in Big Hit, Jungkook is there. I can not stand him, you were right.
Everything ended wrong and everything about him confuses me. Sometimes I never realize that he liked me or not. Why are you leaving someone you like? Why did he lie? The worst thing is that I asked him to forget me, but he remembers me as if he tattooed me somewhere.
Working with him is painful, seeing him burn my soul and it creates unrest in me ». It feels like I'm talking to a wall, no response, and no one in the room. It was completely quiet, the curtains were closed and the light was off. The anxiety in me came alive, during these times when no one is with me I let the anxiety take control.
No one can help me no matter what. I really can not bear life as Y/n anymore, if I could wish I would not have lived at all. Many people fulfill their desires and dreams through life stages, but I have none. I had a wish: Build a big family and no one leaves each other. Lots of love and protection. But the one dream, the one wish never came true.
"Yes, no stress, I'm home now" talks to Bambam on his mobile. His music group runs and works on their new album so he could not pick me up. He does not stress but seems quite calm, it is Bambam we are talking about.
He says a few words that I should eat too, I hang up. Everything on my body seems extremely heavy today, I just fall straight down on the bed without hesitation. Have not changed, not taken off the backpack, not fixed any food, but I can not stand it.
I have no energy or power to do anything but sleep. I'm tired of life, it's pretty crap and shit. I'm falling asleep without noticing. The eyelids fall straight down, breathing is stable and the desire to sleep increases. Everything I see is black and it scares me.
"Ding", my cell phone got a notification. I guess it's the job and take off my backpack and get up. I pick up the phone and for a simple shock.
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Don't leave me (Jungkook)
FanfictionLiving life on her own. Y/n had lost her father a long time ago and her mother was unstable following Y/n's father's footsteps. Without affection and care Y/n ended up being cold and rude. She liked to live life on her own until Jungkook came in and...
