After hearing that, I did not have the heart to inflict this pain on anyone else.
"You come here daily and take care of your mother, even if she is in a coma," says the nurse. "She's my mother, I'm her daughter," I say again, looking through the report Bambam comes in with. I open my mouth but close it as soon as I see the doctor come in, with a heavy face.
"Nice to have you here today, would you like to have a talk in private?" the doctor asks me politely and I nod my head. Bambam closes the door behind him because the doctor asks him to leave because of personal information, but I will end up telling Bambam anyway.
"Your mother has been hospitalized here for 3 whole years, it's not a good process we see." My heart falls, the weight on the shoulders increases, the breath falls out at the right pace and the brain brings up bad thoughts.
"We have tried to treat her overdose, but we see that she is in a phase 3 coma which is very difficult to fix," he says with a sad expression, but he has said it way to many times that i can read his face. He is acting, but why should that make anything better?
"Is she going to die in this sate?" i asked worried "No, not exactly. That is where you can help her, by talking to her about feelings and thoughts she might be able to remember more and maybe move a bit to help her own daughter. It can make her go down a phase that becomes 2. We can continue working from there" he says and gives me a letter, or a note.
He sends Bambam in and walks out. I have no words, over three years I have tried my best, but still it did not help. It did not work with mom, did not work with Jungkook. I change for our sake, but you end up leaving me. What kind of punishment is this?
"What did they say? The aura here seems heavy and dense, something bad?" Ask bambam the second he comes in. "They said she is in coma phase 3, there is a good chance she will fall asleep for the rest of her life." I say in a trembling voice.
The words fell out little by little, Bambam sat down. Looked me straight in the eye and said "everything should go well". But has it ever gone well with me? He stretches out his arms and gives me a warm and soft hug, which is comforting. Is Mom really going to leave me?
Tears run down my face unintentionally, but I can not keep it inside me. The pain builds on me with each passing day, there is nothing better now. When I see Jungkook, the thread that sews my heart together, breaks little by little, I can feel my mother's pain deep inside me. Why won't any of my pain stop?
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Don't leave me (Jungkook)
FanfictionLiving life on her own. Y/n had lost her father a long time ago and her mother was unstable following Y/n's father's footsteps. Without affection and care Y/n ended up being cold and rude. She liked to live life on her own until Jungkook came in and...
