Don't leave me (Jungkook)

3.15 These tears i cried

Jungkook: I only followed you cause you came out here without a jacket

Y/n: I did the same today, I guess we are equal. Why did you come here?
Jungkook: *exhales deeply* I come here because it helps me have a bit more control

Y/n: Control of your feelings? Anger?

Jungkook: I know why you came here, it similar to me

Y/n: What do you mean? We have different reasons

Jungkook: Your mother was never home, you hate the dark and be alone. So, when you came here you would look at all the lights that are in the city and just scream out your feelings

Y/n: (How does he still remember that?) I-

Jungkook: Don’t need to say anything, I know you don’t like to talk about feelings and why you do what you do

Y/n: It because of you, I used to stress my ass off. One day you attended the four first classes and then you didn’t come to school for three days.

Y/n: I was worried if something happened to you. You never answered my calls and on each text message you said “don’t worry, I am fine”

Jungkook: (I love that she worried for me)

Jungkook: I did say don’t worry-

Y/n: That is never enough because I never actually knew anything because you are an asshole

Jungkook: Then if I am an asshole you are a jerk because I also worried my ass off because of you. I only came to school dose classes because those were the ones we had together

Y/n: I guess we both worried about each other a lot *looks into Jungkook’s eyes*

Jungkook: We did, I think I still do worry about you now

Y/n: I remember this one day I got good grades all because I wanted to make you proud. But when I called and messaged you, you didn’t pick up.

Y/n: I ran to this place where you said you worked at which is now Big Hit. It was raining and all so I fainted. I remember seeing Namjoon or RM, but I never saw you and after that, we drifted apart *exhales deeply*

Jungkook: You will hate me for saying this but I saw it all. I was the one who lifted you inside and asked the doctor to come and check on you.

Jungkook: You passed away for hours and I talked to you while you were sleeping. Just when you woke up I had to talk to the manager for BTS-

Y/n: What did you say while I was sleeping or “dead”?

Flashback to that time-
Namjoon: Jungkook don’t cry, she is doing fine and will be fine in the end also

Jin: didn’t you hear what the doctor said, let’s give you a moment *leaves*

Jungkook: Why did you run all the way here Y/n? you are always so careless and excited that it makes me like you even more. I talked with the manager and he said no.

Jungkook: I tried to find a solution for us to stay together but everything said no. I don’t want to keep us falling for each other even if you pretend to hate me so badly

Jungkook: it’s been three hours since you closed your eyes, please wake up and see me. Tell me that you will remember me even if we have to walk on different paths. Tell me at least how much you hate me so I will live with the hope that we will find each other again