Don't leave me (Jungkook)

2.22 Don't leave me II

"You are Y / n, nice to see you again. Sorry I got in touch late »he says and bends over. I panicked because he bowed so I bent too and said thank you. He drove and analyzed me from head to toe, even though he does not seem like that type.

"Can I ask what happened between you and Jungkook?" he asks politely and he stammered deliberately to check if the question was okay to ask. "We went our own way even though it was quite heavy and hurtful," I say, as I said that I could feel the old pain coming back a little.

I really want him but at the same time I want him away. "Jungkook seems like he's fine, but no he's not," says RM and I turn and look straight at him. He can not mean it? "Even if we are hurt, life goes on, so we must keep going," I say, taking several steps. It sounded like he was laughing a little and talking on.

"All people are made that way, but giving up is not a choice. Thank you for the conversation, this will be between us as you wanted" he says and smiles. What does that smile mean?

"Y/n I'd been looking for you for so long," he says as he runs after us. He stops, but does not seem out of breath if he says he ran everywhere to find me. I'm not sure if I should believe it or not because he has good endurance and fitness, but people had died from just running around on the first floor.

Namjoon does not say anything he just smiles the same smile from ista and goes back to Jin, who is the oldest in their group. "I do not want to talk to you, remember," I say ugly, walking behind Namjoon.

"Do not leave me" he says out of the blue and I can feel his pain at the words he says. He did not grab me and he was not aggressive and attacked me. He bent down and I could feel his tears coming out. "I have something important to say," he says because he sees that I did not go in yet.

"I have to say something general to everyone, you can also say yours," I say, waiting for him to get up. He does not laugh but the tears came and he tries to keep a smile as I open the door. Everyone is staring straight at us like they did in middle school.

The school's Ace student and the school's trouble maker came in at the same time, something was wrong. I did not want to say it but it will only get worse if I do not say it now.

"I'm getting married" I say straight out and everyone in shock. Many people's mouths drop down and their eyes just keep getting bigger. I do not know what to say because no one asks for something, but it is better to say it now than later. I made this choice and everyone heard it.

I took it as that Jungkook does not like me so much that he wanted to live his life with me and I need someone who can maintain a strong relationship with me. “My mom somehow gave me a yes, even though she is in coma. She moved a finger” I say with heavy tears leaking from my eyes.

Mom cannot fix my life while she is in a coma, Bambam cannot take care of me forever and my life is in my hands. Jungkook and I are a dream, a wish I had hoped for would happen, but it did not happen. I cannot hope until the age of 50, I am not old, but it is better to find out now than later.

Everyone comes over and says congratulations and I thank them all. This should bring happiness, but, it burns my soul little by little. Jungkook was still standing in the same place, right by the door entrance.

He was shocked and turned completely white, resembling a vampire. I do not know what Jungkook was going to say, but it seemed that he wanted us to go down a good path. Maybe I should keep him as a friend? I don't want to make a choice, jungkook has other thoughts and a difficult life.

----- End of Season 2 -----