Just as I was about to turn around, I heard a car honking outside. With my last little energy I jogged out and through the glass wall I saw him coming after me, but he stopped. My hope wasn't shattered, but it would have been better if it was.
For me, now in life it is better to have my hopes shattered when it comes to him if I want to avoid another broken heart. I get in the car and he sees that I looked behind, he knows me well enough to know I was looking after him. He grins lightly and scratches his head. Did he follow me since I did not turn around?
“Where are we going first? Why did you get off work so quickly?” Bambam asks me as I get into his hot car. He does not look straight at me, he uses the mirror for that. "Today they just wanted to see if I could finish a good job," I say in a depressed voice. It's just annoying that Jungkook is stuck in my head, I can not take it anymore.
"Why do you seem so depressed?" he asks me, but I don't answer. I look out the window, life is not quiet. The wind blows hard, the trees swing from side to side and people who walk hold on to their hats. The cars drive by quickly, too many lights, flashing and shining.
Life is finished quickly, but through that time you must be able to withstand the wind, otherwise you lose your hat. "Y/n, we're at the hospital" Bambam says, parking the car. I always exhale and inhale before entering the hospital.
Even if i do, i don't know what that helps me with. Bambam talks to the nurses about the status of my mother, while I move on. It's full of people here, far too many of them.
People who cough, sneeze and seem dead. Children who are surrounded by bacteria that can be harmful. Why do I come here even though I hate it?
"Another day and you'll still are here." "How can I stop coming here when my mother is hospitalized?" I say, rolling my eyes. Mom has always had trouble supporting us after Dad left us, but he was never helpful.
She became depressed and mourned quite a lot over the events of her life. She became a mother at a young age and did not get an education. I felt the same once in the past, it was right after Jungkook left me. I was going to talk to her, but I found her unconscious by the stairs.
The doctor said it was a heavy overdose of alcohol and drugs, I became so angry that I considered escaping. "Do not leave me too," was the first thing she said when she opened her eyes. It made me think of all the pain and sorrow I felt after Jungkook left me. After hearing that, I did not have the heart to inflict this pain on anyone else.
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Don't leave me (Jungkook)
FanfictionLiving life on her own. Y/n had lost her father a long time ago and her mother was unstable following Y/n's father's footsteps. Without affection and care Y/n ended up being cold and rude. She liked to live life on her own until Jungkook came in and...
