- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail.
- "Aren't they already full of unconventi...
Why does she feel so guilty for that kiss? Why does she care that much if it actually made me feel uncomfortable or not? Like, I already forgot about it. What's supposed to make me feel uncomfortable? Her soft lips? I-. Why am I lying to myself like that? I truly got butterflies. Or not? Was it just ...I swear I don't get it anymo-.
"Chris!" I hear Julia almost yelling. "Oh, shit, slower! What?" I say as I truly got scared. "Why are you so thoughtful? Everything's fine, darling?" She asks. "Yeah, just thinking about how much stuff happened in the last, literally, three days." I say putting my head back on her lap. She kissed me on my forehead. It felt good but not right.
The pizza finally arrived, it was a pepperoni, family one. How does she know what kind of pizza I like? How does she know so much about me? We eat it together, it got really romantic.
"You know what?" She asks. "What?" I ask while biting from the last piece of pizza. "Wanna go on an actual date with me?" She asks. I freeze for a second almost choking on my food. "An actual date?" I ask. "Yes, babe." She says smiling, putting her hand on my thigh. I smile back. "Yes, I'd love to."
I see I just got a message from Billie, like 10 minutes ago. My phone was under the pillow. It was right next to me earlier...that's odd.
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she leaves me on read.
We got some alcohol to make it cool and more romantic, it wasn't a lot but it was something there. I wasn't in the mood but got a little drunk anyway.
"So, I have to go home, Chris, I'll come later and pick you up, at 7 pm, it's ok?" She asks. "Sure. See you later!" I say. She gives me a soft kiss on my lips and leaves. "Bye, babe, see you later!" She says and leaves by the front door.
As she went out the door, Billie just got out of her car. She just arrived home. She looks at Julia with a somehow bored and angry look, Julia does either. Billie goes inside, Julia leaves. Are they scolded? What's happening...? JESUS CHRIST! Where's Michelle? I feel so overwhelmed here, all alone with all that shit happening. I barely know them.
I throw the empty pizza box in the trash can, and I eventually sit on the couch. I really don't feel good, I feel so dizzy and somehow tired. I have a blackout.
"Chris! Chris, wake up! Oh my God, Christie, you're alive!" She says. It was Billie. What the fuck. "Are you ok?" She asks putting her hand on my forehead to check my temperature. "Oh shit, you're burning! We need to go to the hospital real quick. I'll get you there." She says helping me to get up off the couch. I would have said no, but I don't even know where I am right now.
I have the second blackout in her car. I 'wake up' at the hospital later. I look around, no one is in my room. Then I suddenly see Billie on the right side of my bed. Sitting on a chair, sleeping with her head in her palm. Why is she sleeping like that, THERE'S LITERALLY A FREE BED right next to MINE. I look at the window, what the actual fuck, it's night, for how long have I been asleep? I slowly move my hand towards her one, her arm fell and she hits her head against the nightstand.
