I gasp as i feel her member inside me once again. She bends down slowly for a kiss. I can feel her warm breath as she slowly gets to touch my lips. She gives me little tongue kisses while softly pounding in me.
She speeds up.
Her hands pushed against the bed, it made her veins so obvious. Her arms and the muscles look so hot. She notices the intensity i look at her arms with. She gives me a smile. "like them? one of the reason i've been to the gym lately" she asks biting her lips right away. "love them" i say though the gasps as i start massaging her right arm in a up and down movement.
She starts getting more faster while still giving me kisses sometimes, breathing really heavy. At one point she starts kissing my neck pushing her nose against my jaw and neck. She starts moaning, i could feel the vibration of her moaning against my neck in my entire body. She continues tongue kissing me letting out really loud moans, so do i.
She finally comes at her high, releasing once again.
She looks like she can't take any other orgasms. "Oh God, you finished me!" She says laying down riding off her high. "i did?" i ask ironically, looking at her while heavy breathing. "You always do! But never got that far! You literally destroyed me!" she says trying to control her breath, giving me a short tongue kiss right away.
"I love you." She says once she calmed down. "You really do?" I ask. "Listen, you one of the best things that have ever happened to me, i can't and won't give up on you. And if you're gonna get pregnant imma be the most excited person on earth. I LOVE THE HELL OUTTA YOU! You understand me?" She says making me feel butterflies. She showed me so many times how strong her love for me is. She even gave up on the idea of taking revenge for her dead sister just because i told her not to. I love how protective she is. I love her.
"Oh my god! It's late! What time is it?!!?" I ask getting up. "Calm down, it's ok if we get there one or two hours later." She says trying to make me lay back down. "Come here, i wanna cuddle you." She says in a baby voice. i lay back. she hugs me from behind. I love when she does that. She puts her hand around my waist and pushes her face against my neck.
"Baby?" i ask. "Yes?" She asks on a sleepy voice. "You know Emma? That one girl who gets like a lot of visitors every night?" I ask trying to look back at her. She raises up her head. "What's about her?" She says looking at me furrowing her eyebrows in confusion putting her right hand on my shoulder. "She wanted to take me out on a date last night." I say jokingly. "What the fuck does she want?" She knows youre my wife-...like, girlfriend i mean." She says laying back.
"Wife?" I ask ironically smiling. "Like...yeah, why not...." She says while having her face buried in my back. Her warm breath gave me goosebumps while talking. "I mean, i wanna marry you." She adds chuckling, hugging me tighter, i could feel her smile. I smile.
——————— one week later ——————-
It's 15.12pm, i've just woke up. Billie have been pretty distant to me lately but it's more about the fact that she's pretty busy.
Now that she signed this contract with the label she has a lot of things to do. She'll eventually start her first tour. Considering her fandom growing that much and that fast. She already has 1.2M followers on YouTube and 3.4M followers on instagram. It's a lot. The music video she put out like 3 days ago, on Tuesday, it busted her entire career. It got in tendency pretty fast.
I'm so proud to be her girlfriend. It somehow sucks that she doesn't have that much time to spend with me as before, she's also stressed the most of the time, but i really try to understand and support her. She needs it.
She's gonna bring her stepsister over to her place today. She already asked me if i want to help her take care of the baby. I wasn't that excited about it but i couldn't refuse her. I'm also about to find out if i'm pregnant or not, i feel like being pregnant but taking a test it's a better idea.
The truth is i've never really considered having babies at such a young age. 20 isn't the best time to get a child, but i love Billie and i wanna have kids with her. She gives me safety, financially ensure and enough love to raise a family with her.
Also about my mom, after she found out i've not broke up with billie she won't talk to me anymore. She doesn't pick up my calls or get my messages. It's fine tho, it's not her choice who i love or am with, she has to know her limits.
I get a text message from Billie informing me that she's on her way home. She was at her brothers studio. She asked me if i wanna go with her when she'll pick up her little sister.
I think maybe because she've lost her stepsister like that, it makes her treat that one better. Maybe she've became just way too sensitive about that kind of stuff like family or siblings. That's why she cares about jennifer's opinion as well.
She finally arrives. She calls me. "Come on. I'm here." she says. "But why? I thought we're gonna go take her at 7pm." I say confused taking a sip of water. "Yes, but some things changed. Get ready, i wait for you here."
She says hanging up.
I get ready, take my phone and purse and go to her car. She seems very happy. She scrolls on her phone before noticing me. She smiles as she sees me, putting her phone away. She gives me a short kiss while starting to drive.
"You look so excited." i say putting my hand on her leg. "I am. I really wanna have that baby, make sure she's ok and has everything she needs. Besides, i really wanna know if you're pregnant." she says serious but happy. "Whats her full name by the way." i ask looking at her trying to ignore the last part of the sentence. What if i'm not? she'd feel so bad probably. "Kathrine, but i call her Katy." She says with a smile on her face.
we finally arrive at her fathers place. She told me her father wasn't home. As i enter the house and see her step mom, i swear i could die right there. That's that blonde girl she gave that money to, as i was with Julia to take my car from my place. the evening we all went to the bitch.
Also the blonde one from the restaurant that i could swear i've seen before. I can't believe that's her, she obviously knew Billie very well. I act like i've never seen her.
My second shock was as ive seen the baby. She has Billies eyes and Billies nose. She looks just like her.
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I'm about to pass out, i don't know if i should continue this book or not.
like...29 chapters.
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Approaching Her - Billie Eilish
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