What the fuck...TWO BABIES? Having Billie in my life is already overwhelming to take care of, now this? I can't process, it's like making me carrying my 100 pounds wood cross. I can't. I'm just 20! I can't -
My thoughts got all cut off by Billie giving me a kiss. "Can you imagine? Twins!" She says wiping off her tears . "You know what that means, right?" She adds. "Yeah...more stress and a compromised life at just 20." I say looking blankly. "Come on! It's gonna be so sweet. Us raising our babies together." She says swinging the baby so it won't wake up.
"No, Billie. It's me, i'm the one raising it. You're going on tour and i'm the one getting stuff with three kids." I say massaging my forehead feeling like the sky just has fallen on me for like forever. "Three?" She asks furrowing her eyebrows. "Yeah, what about Katy? In case her mother wouldn't mind to take care OF HER OWN KID." I say irritated.
She doesn't say anything and keeps swinging the baby, pressing her lips together. "So, the nurse is gonna give you a vitamins prescription for you to avoid dizziness, but you have to stay hydrated and sleep good as well. No physical effort, no stress. She's also going to schedule you the next appointment. Carrying two babies needs special care. Understood?" He says rough but with a smile on his face. "Yes..." i say. Im still concerned of what is going to happen. He leaves.
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I'm at Billies place, taking care of Katy. Billie is at the grocery store getting some baby food because we run out of it. As i change Katy's diaper i get a call from her.
"Baby, what was it called again?" She asks, i could hear people around as well as the checkout from the supermarket. "What do you mean?" I ask placing the phone between my ear and shoulder, needing both my hands, trying to give the baby it's pants.
"The food, baby. What was the company called again?" She asks chuckling. "Gerber?" I say while somehow asking. "Ah, sure! I've totally forgot it, i knew it's something with 'g' tho." She says trying to convince me of how responsible she actually is. "Aha, sure." I say sarcastically laughing while throwing the dirty diaper in the already full trash can in the kitchen. "For real. Imma be home in 10 minutes, baby. Take care!" she says chuckling.
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I'm not that easygoing when it comes to babies. It's so fucked up. But i love her, i wanna have her by my side for the rest of it, so ...hopefully she wants the same and won't leave me with two little newborns.
I suddenly hear the door opening. It's her with a bag full of groceries. The baby is sleeping. She comes towards me, giving me a kiss then a long, comfortable hug.
"Everything's fine, love?" She asks furrowing her eyebrows in a baby manner. "Yes, just...you didn't had so much time to spend with me lately." I say with a pleading face. "I know, you can't just have fun whenever you want when you have a baby. On top of that, you know i have to work hard to stay relevant on the Billboard charts." She says pulling my hair behind my ear while looking at me in a very soft way.
"By the way, i thought of getting blonde." She adds while putting the bag on the counter. "Blonde?" I ask sarcastically. "Yeah, why not? Wouldn't it fit me?" She asks chuckling looking my way. "Not that...but blonde it's lowkey such a...maybe...soft color." I say putting my elbow on the counter placing my jaw in my palm, smiling. "So you wanna say i'm not soft?" She asks ironically, coming towards me, grabbing me by my waist. "I didn't said that." I say, biting my lower lip.
"Lets see." She says putting her forehead against mine. "Oh, you wanna show me how bad you are. Don't you?" I say chuckling. "Got it. Now that we have the chance, let's not waist it." She says pushing her lips into a deep kiss.
She puts me on the sofa, topping me, kissing down my neck. "I missed you, babe." I say wrapping my arms around her neck. "You have a new perfume?" I ask suddenly, looking confused. "As if that's what matters right now." She says laughing, starting to kiss me again.
Her soft lips, i missed them so bad, even tho we had some fun just last week. I could feel her bulge getting harder and harder with every touch. She starts moving her left hand downwards on my stomach, making it's way out to my panties.
"You got me all so horny." She says smirking, biting her lips. "You see, that's why i said blonde doesn't fit you, your personality is the contrast of my entire intuition of what a blonde's girl personality should look like." I say putting my hand jokingly on her nose. "So, mhm...let me find the word,maybe...ARTISTIC. You should start writing books or songs, you're good, it's obvious why i've choose you to be my wife. But by the way, blonde can fit sexy personalities as well." She says sarcastically, massaging my waist, waiting for the action itself.
"Right baby, but you're savage, that's more than sexy." I say chuckling. "So you wanna say I'm the savage one?" She asks ironically, teasing me. "Maybe..." i say. "Maybe not." I add rolling over her so i top her now. She bites her lower lip.
she puts her right hand on her area, a sign for me to do it for her. So i do. I put my hands into her boxers starting to massage it in a slow way. She puts her hand on my inner thigh.
Suddenly the baby starts crying. "Wait, i gotta go check on her." She says getting up. I just roll my eyes back. This baby is for real destroying our lil moments. "For how long are we going to keep the baby?" I ask bored while walking to the kitchen to get something to drink. "I don't know yet, but it's gonna take a while." She says coming with the baby in her arms. "Got it." I say somehow irritated.
She comes to me with the baby in her arms. "Look, she's so beautiful." She says showing me the baby. It looks just like her. The baby was half asleep. "She's hungry i guess." Billie says. "I gave her milk, changed her diaper and sung her to sleep." o say confused. "You like singing?" She asks while looking at the baby then at me. "I'm not that into it, I like art more." I say putting the bottle of water on the counter.
"Let's prepare her some food i got. Would you like to help me?" She asks, clearly needing help. i sigh and smile...I don't say a thing, i just do the job.
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The baby finally ate it all. Billie feed him. She looks so cute.
"Lets go for a walk on the beach." She says looking out the window. "It's time for the sunset." She adds smiling. "Ok, let's go then." I say. I'm finally getting out of this house.
i've been very inactive lately and the chapters are also very short, but it's been pretty messy.
also, billies new hair color just kills me🤕😭✋🏻
i had to add it on the book.
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Approaching Her - Billie Eilish
Fiksi Penggemar- "Oh, just shut up and smash your lips into mines, kinda like the bruised feeling you're leaving on them." She says placing her thumb on my lower lip, while touching my upper lip with her green, long nail. - "Aren't they already full of unconventi...
