Approaching Her - Billie Eilish

Chapter 11

We are finally about to arrive. Billie wakes up way earlier than everybody else.

"Mornin'" she says stretching her hands in the air. "Good morning." I respond looking at her then back at the road. "What's the time?" She asks. "It's 7.11am" i say. she looks outside. It is a very beautiful sunrise. "Oh my God, look!" She says exciting, pointing childish to the view. "I know, it's just...perfect." I say. She looks at me and smiles.

Times goes by really slow. "How much do we have left?" She asks. "I think one hour, almost two, or something. Look at the GPS." I tell her. She looks over. "Yes, 96 kilometers left." she says putting it back on the road interface right after.

She looks at the backseat just to realize everyone was still sleeping. She puts her head on my shoulder in a very comfy way. I just look at her and smile. Her hair smells so good. Just like a flavor of roses with mint. It's breathtaking. i kiss the top of her head slightly. she chuckles.

She is heading to take the bottle of water from the dashboard, the one she bought earlier.

"Do you want some?" She asks before drinking. "It's ok, you can drink first." I say. "Aren't you disgusted drinking after other people?" She says smiling, rising her head from my shoulder while opening the bottle. "If it's you, i don't mind." I say then realize what i've actually said. She almost chocks on her water. "What? Me?" She asks ironically laughing. "Yes dick head, you." I say smiling. "That was my spell! You the dick head here and i'm the ass." She says with a serious face. "Yeah, fine, i get it." I say smiling.

She puts her head back on my shoulder, wrapping her hands around my right arm. She just enjoyes the view and the moment.

Even tho i've slept for two hours, i'm feeling like i haven't slept at all. I can't wait to arrive at the motel. I'm way to tired. Billie also slept for three hours, but shes looks way more tired than me.

"You still awake?" I ask. She didn't respond. She probably is, i couldn't really tell i just feel her calmly breath on my arm.

She is for sure!

I give her a kiss on her head and put my cheek on it, whispering a soft, breathy 'i love you'. "I am" She says chuckling, looking at me. I blush. "I do too." She adds, caressing her face along my forearm. I just smile realizing what she just said. She's so cute. I love her so damn much.

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We finally arrive. We wake them all up.

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"So, guys, i've booked three rooms. I'm gonna stay with Chris, Markus with Billie and Zoe with Julia." Michelle says while handling us the keys.

"Wait, i wanna be with Chris." Julia protests. "I don't care Julia, she could be your fucking wife, i don't fucking care at all, she about to spend time with me, i miss the late nights we spent having fun watching Netflix and just messing around." She says laughing. I was happy about it. I didn't want to share the room with Julia anyways. I look over at Billie, she just looks at the view.

We finally get to the room. "Mi! You saved my ass!" I say. "Why?" She asks laughing while putting her suitcase next to the big shelf positioned right in front of the bed. "Yeah, i didn't want to share the room with Julia" I say. "I got it earlier. You two are not that close anymore. But you and Billie..." She teases smirking. "I jus-, it's not what you think." I say smiling. "You think i got blind just because i'm in love with Markus?" She says. "You really do love him?" I say with a astonished look on my face. "let's not talk about that now." She say hesitatingly scratching her forehead. "You gotta tell me about that!" I say smirking. She nods.

"So, you and Billie got really close." she says acting sexy. "I don't even know, Mi." I say. "But the little games you two were playing the entire night?" She asks smirking. "What games?" I ask acting like i don't know what she's talking about. "You pleasing her maybe?" She says on a sexy tone. "On top of that, the way she was pushing herself into the sit...me being behind her, i just couldn't have a good nap." she says laughing.

"Oh my God, you were awake?" I say blushing. "Yes. I thought you know me well, Chris. Every single thing i hear wakes me up! You guys had an entire fucking conversation." She says with a dead ass face. "Oh shit..." I say covering my face. "What else did you saw or heard?" I ask.

"I saw her resting on your shoulder and you telling her you love her, i also saw how much in love you two are and how you tryna ignore it because of whatever reason. You shouldn't, guys." she says laying on the bed. "I know Mi, but i can't just break up with Julia for someone else. I'm not that type, there are some things i can't get over, my inhibitions i can't ignore or break them that easily. I-" she cuts me off, getting up from the bed putting her hands on my shoulders.

"Slow down, i know you, and i also know how important those things are to you, but Billie is happy seeing you, is happy around you. You literally changed her after you came. She never showed up that often at our group meetings before or even trips. You made her step over her inhibitions of being distant to people that catch feelings way too fast, i think you should just get over yours and just show her she means the world to you. Make Julia break up with you for God knows what reason, there are thousands of reasons you could give her to leave you." she says on a honest tone. "You right" I say smiling. She hugs me.

"Me, Markus, Julia and Zoe are going to visit some places near so you and Billie can rest, it was a really long ass drive, i can't even imagine how tired you two are." She says while searching for clothes in her suitcase. "Ok, thank you for everything." I say smiling. "No needddd, your ass deserves a lot!" She says entering the bathroom.

I lay on the bed, i was just thinking about Billie and what happened lately. I hear some noises on the hallway. I open the door, it's Markus talking to someone on the phone. The door next to us was wide opened, i guess that's his room. His and Billies room. I could hear music playing from right there, it was 'Burn' by Ellie Goulding.

I go to take a look inside as Marks saw me, i see Billie, she was searching for something in her suitcase. "Everything's fine, Billie?" I ask, walking towards her. "Oh, hi Chris. Yeah, everything's fine. I'm just searching for my pain pills, i can't find them. I might forgot them at home. I'm having some really strong headaches." She says. "Wait, come with me, i have some." I say and she follows me.

"Here's your room? Right next to ours?" She asks looking around. "Yes." I say looking at her. She smiles. "Just give me a second-." I add while i was searching. Billie sits down on the bed, right next to my suitcase, looking at me as i search for the pills. I suddenly hear Julia. "Hi baby, here you are. I was looking for you." She says coming towards me.

She gives billie a 'fuck you, bitch' look while kissing me on the neck, hugging me from behind, putting her hands on my chest. I felt VERY, BUT VERY uncomfortable. Billie stands up from the bed.

"Julia, give me a second. I have to give Billie something." I say. "It's ok, it doesn't even hurt that bad anymore." She says while leaving. "Billie, wait. I wanna talk to you about something." Julia says while walking towards her. Billie stops. "Not here, outside." She says getting out closing the door.

I walk, as close as possible trying to hear what they were talking about. "Yeah, but that's not fair." That's all i hear, and that was Billies voice. I got interrupted by Mi.

"Everything's fine?" She asks. "Yes. I was just getting ready for the nap." I say. "Oh, ok. Imma leave you alone now." She says leaving.

They are all gone, i guess. I keep searching for the pain pills, someone opens the door. "Bye baby. Markus stop!" Julia say laughing, she was obviously playing around with Markus. At this point i don't even care anymore, i think i care more about Mi and her feelings about Markus.

I finally find them. I wait a little so they're gone. I open the room door and go to billies room. I knock. "Yes?" She asks. "It's me, Chris." I say. She opens the door. Her mood was destroyed. I could tell by her teary eyes. "You ok?" I ask. "Yes, it's just my head that hurts really bad." She says. "Oh, look, i got you some meds. It may help." I say handling her the pills. "Thank you." She says taking them looking me straight in the eyes. Suddenly a smile appeares on her face.

guys i'm dying 😵💍
wanna marry that fictional billie, the real one too, but no bitch, they have to fuck any chapter soon.

bruh, i'm talking as i'm not the author of that shit🤌🏻 imma die sooner than i thought i would. 🙏🏻💀

im really spending my entire life on wattpad lately

i literally spent 7 hours on wattpad JUST today, WRITING 🙂🛫