Approaching Her - Billie Eilish

Chapter 42

- 9 months later -

I just know it won't last any longer till I'll give birth to our beautiful daughter. Billie wanted to name her Emma, don't ask, I'm confused as well.

"Babe!" I hear from the bathroom while hearing the shower running. "Yeah?" I shout from the couch watching some Netflix. "Did I leave my t-shirt on the kitchen counter?" she asks. I look around for some good seconds and notice the large, blue t-shirt there. "Yes." I say. "Ok." she shouts. I don't say anything feeling the pain intensity with every single move.Katy is at Claudias place.

The baby is pretty active, kicking strongly, which makes me uncomfortable every single time, but that's on being pregnant I guess.

I could use my mom's help right now but shes choosing to be against my family and I'm not ok with it so it's her choice eventually. About Billie and her tour, she's off at the moment because of some label problems and shit, causing the postponing of her concerts. The main point is that I'm glad she's here now.

I hear the bathroom door opening having her with just a towel wrapped around her body. She smiles as she sees me. "Ill be back in a second, babe." she tells walking to the kitchen to take her shirt and walked back in the bathroom. I try to make myself more comfortable finding the best position for me and the very active baby.

She eventually comes out of the bathroom having her wet hair running down her back. She sits next to me. "Is she awake?" she asks caressing my belly with a very wide smile on her face. "Yeah, I think she'll be there soon." I mumble smiling.

She kisses the belly putting her ear on it right away trying to hear what the baby is doing. "Come on, Emma, give mom a kick." she says waiting. "Billie do-" I get cut off by Emma hitting the fucking inside of me. "Oh my God, honey, did you hear that?" she says with an astonished look on her face. "...i felt it..." I say furrowing my eyebrows out of discomfort. "Oh shit, babe, sorry." she says laughing.
She puts her hands on my cheeks and leans down to kiss me. "Babe, you don't have much left and you'll be free. We're going to have a baby, can you realize?" she says excitedly. "I do. I was carrying her for the past 9 months." I mumble sarcastically. She chuckles.

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"Push!" the doctor says having me almost fainting due to the massive pain I'm enduring right now. "One more time and the baby is out." the nurse says wiping my forehead. Billie stands next to me holding my right hand tight. She interlocks her fingers with mine trying to remediate the pain.

"And, now!" the doctor says. I suddenly feel the pain fade and hear a kid crying. I take deep breaths trying to maintain myself steady. I look at Billie smiling and I see her literally crying out of happiness. The doctor puts the kid in a white towel and gives it to Billie. She bends down so I can see the baby too.

She cries as much as she never did before, it truly touched her soul. "Babe, she has your eyes." she says wiping her tears off. "And your little cute nose. I say looking at both of them. Even tho the baby was crying as the doctor gave her to Billie, now she's silent and tries to keep her eyes open being blinded by the lights in the room. "My little baby. Now I have three babies to take care of." she says pushing her lips together trying to hold her tears back.

The doctor and the nurse left us alone for a couple of minutes to enjoy the moment. "Emma Elisabeth Oconnell." she says smiling. "you'll be an O'Connell too, very soon, baby." she mumbles kissing my forehead smiling caressing my cheeks gently. She gives me a peck on my lips having the baby in her arms.
The nurse came back in taking the baby away.

The days are going so fast, I was eventually able to go home. The hospitals aren't my thing. I see the room opening with Billie coming in. I just finished packing the bags. "Are you done, baby?" she asks looking around having the car keys in her right hand. She looks over at Emma. "Shes sleeping..." she says bending down kissing her on her forehead brushing Emma's little cheek with her thumb with a pleading face. "Shes so beautiful, I can't believe she's a part of me." I just look at how soft she is and how emotional she acts.

She takes the bags and waits for me to take the baby in it's big, gray, fussy, baby blanket and leave, following her. As we walk along the hallway she slowed down her pace so we walk together. I noticed the perfume, the one she knows I love. "The perfume." I say approaching her. "The one you like." she mumbles smirking holding the entry door for me.
I blush for no reason, I feel so protected by this girl, I swear to God neither one, dad or mum made me ever feel that protected.

We get to the car. She opens the car trunk and puts the bags in. She puts the baby in it's sit on the back sits and holds the door for me. She gets in as well and starts driving.

As she drives she looks my way. "Our house is waiting for you, babe." she whispers smiling so she doesn't wake the baby up. I just blush again, what's happening. "Ive made something special, so you know. And made some changes." she says looking at me spontaneously then back at the road. "What changes?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows together. "I got the baby room arranged and something else, but you'll see."

As we arrive the baby is still sleeping. I go into the room, I feed her and put her in her bed, turning the soft baby light on walking out, leaving the door ajar to hear when she'll wake up. I go straight to the bathroom as I don't see Billie anywhere. I take a shower.

As I get out of the bathroom I see Billie in the kitchen, cooking something. "What are you cooking?" I ask as I wipe my hair with a towel walking towards her. "Some pasta, and the self-made sauce you like." she says chuckling. I just smile at her dirty jokes, I feel so tired. "So, till the pasta is done, I wanna show you something." she says.

She comes towards me taking my hand walking me to the dorm. She opens the door and a beautiful view blesses my eyes. Just red petals allover the room and on the bed, candles on the night stand and on the way to bed and a soft pinkish LED light filling the cold room. She walks me in and sits down on her knee taking something out of her pocket. I feel my heartbeat racing.

"Christine. Would you like to marry me?"

I'm so over bitcheeeesss, finalllyyy
Also this book is getting too far. it's kinda over. a lot of shit happened throughout the book so i hope you enjoyed.

How are you guys doing?

Also Matthew's apology, not talking about the fact that Billie is actually missing the whole point addressing about something COMPLETELY different. Lmao. Love them both tho.