Slowly Fading Away (Sequel to Your My Everything, Love)

Chapter 12: A talk before departure

Noooooo!!! I think Jai found a girl that he likes!!! I'm happy for him but, its going to be harder and less chance for Ari and Jai to get back together. I truly want them to be together but, only true love will bring them back. I know they still love each other and there may be a little possibility they'll be back. But it may take a while since Sean and Ari are together and maybe Jai with some girl :( oh well I guess this is life. I really can feel pain right now. I feel like my heart just broke into pieces. I bet I'm the only one that felt how much Ari and Jai really loved each other. Idek why I start to tear up when I think of love. Everytime I remember Seaniana my heart breaks and I feel like I'm missing something in my life. Jariana will forever be my otp and will forever ship. As long as I believe in Jariana I will be fine. Wow. Everytime I think of Jariana and relationships I turn my stories into one of my diaries. I'm like literally telling you guys how I'm feeling and now that I got all that emotion out, we'll not all of it, I feel sorta relax. Like I know that everytime I write about my feelings I know that it will be part of my memories and won't be erased as long as it's written. OMG too much emotions on this chapter. Ok please give this chapter a vote and comment and now you can read my story :) Sorry about this long emotional paragraph. Just freaked out when i saw this tweet.

Ariana's POV

Today was the last day I was gonna stay here. I didn't really have a very great time here since there was some drama with Ariel and the others and I'm literally tired for doing concerts this whole week.

My bags were all packed and we were leaving at night. I had nothing to do and I was just sitting on my couch watching Pretty Little Liars.

I then stood up and started to think of Ariel and Jai. I hope Jai won't take my daughter with him. I hope Ariel won't agree with him. I can't go back to him. It's too complicated. I have to stop him from doing anything. I grab my purse and hurry out the door.

While I was heading to the elevator Riley was there.

Riley what are you doing here?? I thought you were with Ariel and Frankie, I ask curiously.

I was but I had to go back to Frankie's room to get some extra cash, Riley says and waits to reach the lobby.

Where are you guys going, I ask suspiciously. Just going to the mall, Riley says and just waits quietly to reach the lobby. Once I heard the ding, which meant we reached the level we were supposed to go on, Riley and I went in different cabs and headed in different directions.

*minutes later*

I was in front of Jai's house wondering if I should go in already. My hands were sweaty and my heart was beating really fast. I then felt confidence in myself and just barged into the house. I didn't even knock or ring the doorbell. I just went in.

When I barged in I saw Riley making out with Luke on the couch. My mouth was wide open and I didn't want to say anything.

Riley what are doing here, I ask curiously. Shouldn't you be at the mall, I ask a little angrily.

Well I had a little change of plans, Riley stutters. She then gives me a half smile. Riley is Jai here, I ask seriously.

Well someone is a little grumpy, Riley says in a childish voice. I give her a frown and look towards Luke. I knew he was mad at me. I felt so awkward being in front of my ex's brother who is mad at me.

I'm sorry but Jai doesn't accept sl*ts in his house, Luke says. I roll my eyes. Riley then punches Luke in the arm and seems to me that Luke is in pain. Riley is a strong girl. She may be stronger than me.

Is Jai that doesn't accept them or you, I say proving a point.

And FYI I'm not a sl*t, I'm actually a singer and btw you invited that son of a b**** Kiana into your home and your telling me I'm the sl*t, I say furiously. Luke doesn't say anything. He doesn't even have a reaction.

I then hear footsteps coming down the stairs. All three of us look up and it was Jai. He had no shirt on and he was cuter than ever before. His muscles grew bigger and his abs developed alot. I felt like I was falling for him when I first saw those abs. I then went out of my dream and focused on why I was here. No more Jai, I'm with Sean, I remind myself in my head.

Ariana, Jai asks in shock. I give Jai a fake smile and just look around. Riley and Luke looked like they were uncomfortable that me and Jai were in the same room together and I even felt awkward.

Jai we need to talk, I blurted out. Jai nods and leads me up the stairs. We both head into his room and I close the door behind me.

Jai sits on the bed and I sit as well. I sigh and looked into his eyes. Everytime I looked into his eyes I fall back in love with him. Ugh Ariana snap out of it, I reminded myself.

Jai I know you want to see Ariel again but you can't you have to stay away from her and I, I tell Jai slowly.

But why, Jai asks. Ariana that's my daughter over there and you won't even let me see her. I only saw her once and now you want me to say goodbye. Ariana I love Ariel and I still love you.

When he said he still loved me I felt like I was gonna tear up. I felt bad for Ariel not going to see his father again and I don't think I want her away from her own father. But things have to be done. I still love Jai but I don't want Ariel and I to get hurt again. Well I don't want to get hurt again, but I don't want Ariel to experience the pain I had when Jai left me.

I'm sorry Jai it's too complicated, I say with tears and run out. I run down the stairs and hurry out of the house. I hurry to find a car and jumped into a cab. While I was in the cab I started to sob. Harder than I ever cried. I rolled into a ball and cried.

Jai's POV

Why did she leave again? Why can't I see my daughter again?? I love them both so much and I can't let them go again. My heart felt like it had broken to pieces when Ariana left my house with tears.

I headed out of room and stepped on something fragile. It was thin but at least it didn't break. I kneeled down to see what it was. It was a charm. It was a charm that said "our first skype date" and it had a picture of the Skype icon. A tear fell out of my eye and dropped slowly onto the floor.

Why does she still have it?? isn't she over me??

I hurried downstairs to show Riley and Luke.

Luke! Riley! Do you see this, I ask them.

They look closer at it and Riley gasp. Those are one of Ari's charm that you gave to her, Riley says in shock. Luke's eyes grew wide and nodded.

Yup that's hers all right, Luke says. She's the only girl that got a charm bracelet from Jai Brooks. Jai never gave any girl anything like that.

So why does she still have it, I ask in confusion. We all then start to think of possibilities on why Ariana has it.

Hope you liked it :) sorry a little shorter than usual.