Henry Cavill Book 3 (completed)

Battle scars

Since coming home from deployment Sy refuses to go shirtless around me or naked around me.

I felt like something was the matter with me as if he can't stand seeing me anymore.

It hurt at first but then I started to think more about Sy's actions around me and then I got upset with myself for things that this had to do with him not wanting to see me. that he can't stand looking at me. When he had dealt with explosions and near death experince.

I went looking for my husband hoping he'd talk with me and maybe explain what's wrong.

"Sy" I called out

"Yea?" he replied

"Where are you?" I asked

"Be right out" he says

 I go to walk into where his voice lead me which was our bedroom. I walked in and I watch Sy rush past me and into the bathroom.

I closed the door.

"Baby please come out, we need to talk," I tell him

"Have nothing to say" he says

"have nothing to say?" I asked

He says nothing.

"We have a lot to talk about," I tell him

"Like what?" he asked

"Well your hiding from me," I say

he opens the door a little and peaks out at me.

"Am not" he says

I was upset with how he is behaving.

"If you weren't then why are you in the bathroom. why did you take off running like hounds were on your tail when I walked into the room," I say

I hear him sighing.

"Why won't you allow me to see you?" I questioned

"Cause I am ugly," he says

"What?" I asked appalled

"I am ugly" he repeated

I stood up and walked over to the door.

"Please come out I really wanna talk to you" I begged

"No I'm not coming out to see you look at me in disgust," he says

I walked back over to the bed and started crying my heart out.

"Oh baby, why are you crying?" he asked

I couldn't reply I was so upset.

he opened the bathroom door and walked out coming over to comfort me.

He wiped my eyes and tilted my head up to look at him.

"Why are you crying?" he asked

I gasped and huffed as I tried to speak.

"Did I hurt your feelings?" he asked

I nodded my head

"Oh darling it wasn't intentional, I am just not wanting to see the disappointment in your eyes when you see my body," he says

When I managed to finally speak after he wiped more tears from my eyes.

"I would never get disgusted with looking at you. your perfect, beautiful, and sexy as hell" I tell him

"Not anymore," he says

"Why can't I will be the one who judges or give my opinion?" I asked

"You want to see?" he asked

"I've longed to see you, baby. I wanna touch your body and just feel you up close to me" I tell him

"Alright well don't be too disgusted with my scars," he says

I looked confused as he stood up and stripped fully down.

I gasped as I saw what he meant.

He went to get dressed but I grabbed his clothes and tossed them away before standing and slowly kissing every single scar that was on his body starting from his chest then moved down.

"What are you doing?" he asked

"Kissing your scars to show that I'm not disgusted at all. now if you want you can tell me about what happened" I tell him as I go back to kissing his scars.

"I bomb blew up and the shards from it cut me and some embedded into my skin. when the pieces were removed I was left with these scars which I thought you'd be disgusted with so I told myself to save myself from any heartache I'd hid my body. and so far it worked untill you got upset and heartbroken" he says

I stand up and grab his face making sure he is looking at me.

"Dominic Syverson if you ever think that' I will be disgust for you sacrificing your life for your country and my freedom I will tie you southern ass up and spank you till your ass is raw then ride you till the cows come home," I tell him

He smiles and grabs my face and pulls me in for a kiss.

"I am sorry for thinking that and hiding. but as far as the spanking till my ass is raw, I'll pass but you riding me until the cows come home. I'm all for it" he says

I chuckled and kiss him some more.