Henry Cavill Book 3 (completed)

Total heartbreak (requested)

A few months ago Henry and I got the greatest news. We are to be parents which is the best news for us both to hear.

We were so excited we couldn't wait to tell any that we were expecting. And just like Henry and I, they too were happy about the news. They shared their experince of being pregnant and how they dealt with some of the things that I could possibly go through.

After talking with our family and learning something to prepare for Henry and I headed out to celebrate.

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A couple of months ago Henry had left to go do some filming for his latest show. He didn't want to leave casue he didn't want to miss out on anything but I assured him that all will be fine and if I needed anything I have his family as well as mine to contact.

Once he left I started to gather books and everything else that could give me more information about being a first time mom.

I took plenty of time on my days off to read and reread the books.

I would make sure I went to my appointments and asked all the questions the books had suggested and the ones I wrote down.

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But all that came to a screeching halt as my world came crashing down.

I was in the middle of reading one of the books when I felt something that almost resembled a knife being pushed inside of me.

I dropped the book and looked down where my dress had a red spot.

I freaked out and panicked before I managed to get up and take myself to the hospital where the horrid news of me having a miscarriage was told to me.

I headed back home and cried my heart out.

When the removal procedure day was to happen. Pier came over to check on me.

"Hey, darling how are you doing?" he asked and I broke down crying again.

I told him everything before I asked him not to tell anyone not even Henry.

He had me promise that I would tell Henry myself which I told him I would.

I then asked him to take me to the hospital so I could have the procedure done.

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After I recovered from the procedure I didn't call Henry to tell him I just sat there and lost in myself and just ate and slept.

I was like a shell of a person. I never went back to work, I worked from home what time I felt like working.

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I didn't hear the sound of the front door or the sounds of my husband calling for me.

It wasn't till I felt him touch me that I came back to reality and looked up at him.

"Are you ok?" he asked

I shook my head and dropped it as the tears came back and I broke all over again like I had when Pier came to check on me.

He lifted up my head and wiped my eyes.

"What is wrong baby?" he asked

" I am so sorry, I can't truly tell you how sorry I am," I say

"What happened?" he asked

I sat there telling him all of what happened, including what Pier and I said to one another.

He looked hurt since I never told him that day I had lost our baby.

"I am sorry for not calling and telling you. I didn't want you to leave work when this is one of the biggest productions you had ever wanted to be a part of" I tell him.

"It hurts that you didn't call and tell me, but I am here now, I can't do anything about that. Just be here for you and heal with you from our loss" he says

I nodded my head and kept apologizing even if it didn't fix anything.

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A/N: was requested hope you enjoyed it.