Henry Cavill Book 3 (completed)

in pain ( requested) (goes with what the fck)

Since having to wear the back brace I've been in horrible pain. I talked with my doctor and they knew what my issue was since it's in my file and they told me it wears off in weeks' time. I told them I was in too much pain to bare a week's time so they told me to take pain meds like Advil.

So I have been and it's not helping.

I've tried so many different things but nothing is helping.

So I just cry even at work. I can't hold back the pain or tears.

Often times my coworkers ask if I'm ok and I tell them if fine, just in pain. which they suggest I go see a doctor and I reply I have and they told me just wear a back brace.

Since the whole incident leading up to my constant pain, Henry and I haven't talked. the only time we had was when he asked me where his cords for his pc were but I never told him. Yet he found them after making unnessicary noises in the middle of the night as he ransacked the whole house basically and turned it into a mess.  which I told him I wasn't cleaning up after him anymore. He didn't like it and stormed off and I haven't seen or heard from him since.

I was talking with a fellow coworker who said she'd experienced the same thing and her doctor as well as the local hospital told her what I was told. So she went to get a second opinion and she found out she had a slipped disc.

So I head gone outta town to a different doctor one who specialized in the back and they examined me and told me the reason for my constant pain.

I was told I'd have to go through plenty of conservative treatment which didn't involve surgery just plenty of physical therapy for my disc to go back into place.

a month after nonstop conservative therapy I finally was pain-free. I put my back brace away just in case I'd need it in the future.

Henry came home and looked at me, didn't say a word just walked past me.

"You being immature," I tell him

"I'm not the one who hides your computer cords" he replied

"It's a damn computer for nothing but games which you fucking care more about than me. hell, you fcked up the whole house just to find them damn cords and then left. after giving me the silent treatment. now your back and you're ignoring me, not caring about me at all or what the hell I've been through" I say

He rubs his face and walks over placing his hands on the counter and looks at me.

"fine, it was immature of me to ignore you after you hid my cords. it was uncalled for that I messed up the house in search of the cords. I shouldn't have left after giving you the silent treatment" he says

I knew he was being an ass with me so I didn't believe a word he was saying.

"Is that what you want to hear, or rather an apology?" he asked

"You know what. fck you, and I don't me literally. I'm so sick of your actions. it's much worse than any toddler. You cause me to get hurt severely and you dont give two fcks about it. you so fucking worried about your damn computer, so why not marry the mother fcker" I say 

He looks at me

"What are you wanting a divorce, casue its childish to want if over you being ignored," he says

"It is fucked up that a pc is more important than your damn wife, the one person you wanted for so long. the one person you wanted to give you your wish," I say

We say no more to each other just go separate ways and be done with it.