Henry Cavill Book 3 (completed)

Would you?

As I had gotten into my preteen years I had gone and got a full check up and was told that I'd never been able to have kids.

It hurt cause I had always wanting to experince having a family. 

As I got older the more times I was told by doctors the same thing.

You will never be able to carry a baby.

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I slowly and I mean slowly learned to live with that fact.

Untill I met the love of my life.

The moment I met Henry was was scared to tell him about my ordeal casue I know as well as the whole world knows that it's his biggest dream to have a family.

And as we became more serious. Heck, we even got married, I knew I had to come clean and tell him.

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"Hey, Henry can we talk please?" I asked as I took a seat on the couch.

I heard him moving about in the house.

"Yea one second" he replies 

So I sit there and think of how I am gonna break the news to him. I know he will be upset I had never said anything about this before. But I hope he understands my fear or him leaving me and me feeling like I am not woman enough for anyone.

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He walks down the stairs and comes to join me on the couch.

"I need to ask you something as well as tell you something," I tell him

"Alright baby, what is it?" he asks

"Would you still stay and love me if I couldn't ever have a baby?" I asked

He looks at me for a moment not saying a word.

"Why do you ask?" he replied

"Well I have been told that I would never be able to have a baby" I replied

Nothing more was said he just got up and walked off.

I sat there crying my heart out. I was a mess with the amount of crying I was doing.

I mean I understand he is upset, hell If I were him, I would be too. but to not talk to me after I tell him to hurt.

I guess he needs to take it all in. 

I wipe my eyes and from that point on I stopped talking.

I knew I was gonna lose the greatest man that ever graced my life with his presents.

So instead of begging and pleaded for him to stay, I will not say anything and if he wants to go, I will let him.

I mean I can't give him what he wants so why make him suffer. It's not fair.

I walked to the downstairs bathroom and washed my face before I walked out where I saw Henry had come back and was sitting on the couch.

Not really ready to get my heart broken again. I avoided that room as if it were the plague.

I headed off to a different part of the house and that is where I stayed for the remainder of the night.

I didn't eat or do anything just sat there hugging my legs up to my chest and rocking myself till I eventually went to sleep.