Falling for my bestfriend

Jayden's world- Chapter 36

My head was still banging from all the alcohol I had last night. I still couldn't believe I was that out of it that I let Sam drive my car. Fuck knows how she got us back safely, I'm still surprised. I looked at my now bandaged fist in disappointment as I remembered slamming it into that brick wall while drunk. Me and alcohol really didn't mix, I swear it's like every time I drink too much I end up having some kind of fucked up meltdown.
I sighed.
It was 3am and I still couldn't get to sleep. My arm was dead and my throat was dry but getting up for a quick stretch and a drink was out of the question with Ally snoring on my chest. She had passed out as soon as we got back to mine so I knew she was exhausted. I peered down at her beautiful deep, brown skin and ran my hand across her cheek. A chill ran down my spine as I focused on the black eye I had given her. I instantly felt sick seeing what I was capable of, accident or not my actions were unacceptable. I gently pressed my lips onto her forehead and whispered 'I love you' into her ear. I thought I was quiet enough to leave her sleep uninterrupted but clearly whispering wasn't my strong point.

"I love you more" she replied in a sleepy voice.

I laughed.

"I didn't mean to wake you up baby" I said now lifting her body on top of mine so I could hug her properly. I ran my hands up and down her back and felt her body relax onto mine.

"Mmm that feels good... but do you know what feels even better" she said now kissing my neck.

"What" I replied, my heartbeat accelerating.

"This.." she said in a breathy tone as she pulled my dick out of my boxers and slid her crotch onto mine. She lightly bounced up and down as she massaged her clit with her fingers.

I let out a deep breath as all the blood in my body rushed down to my dick.

Her pussy felt so warm and inviting I couldn't help but dig her hips deeper into me as my dick grew bigger in between her thighs. A gust of warm air hit me as she moaned my name and swirled her tongue down my neck. Her moans ran straight through me and the thought of fucking her uncontrollably filled my mind. I could feel myself losing composure as the thin material of her knickers had soaked through in seconds making my dick even harder. I tried to take a deep breath as the thoughts of fucking her raw right then and there ran rigorously through my head. I wanted to take her virginity so badly but I knew it wasn't time.

"Let's try and get some sleep baby" I said trying to calm myself down.

"No Jay stay there I'm gonna cum any minute.." she said now grinding her hips deeper into me.

My dick was now completely covered in her juices  and was driving me crazy.
I only had so much will power.

"Ally please, it feels too good.. let's wait a little bit yeah" I said lifting her off me and back onto her side of the bed. My dick was still rock solid and sticking out of my boxers.

"Jay, I'm ready... your birthdays only a few days away now, there's no harm in doing it any sooner" she said as she ran her fingers up and down my dick.

"Then we can wait until then when I can make it special for you. Not now after we've just had a fight and I hurt you.." I said now rubbing her sore eye, making her wince in pain.

I felt my body immediately fill with guilt and regret.

"Does it still hurt?" I asked.