Falling for my bestfriend

Should i see him? - Chapter 13

I was still half asleep when Jay came storming into Sams room. Her mum had let him in the house before going off to work.

"Get the fuck up Ally, I'm not gonna ask you again".
He had been shouting since he got here going on about how I was his responsibility while our mums were away. Like what the fuck. Did he think I was a kid or something?

I rolled over to the other side of the bed so I was no longer facing him. I couldn't be asked for his bullshit. Sam was on the chair opposite munching on some toast telling him to calm down. She had witnessed millions of our arguments and just like myself had seen Jay flip out multiple times. She was used to it.

"No I won't fucking calm down Sam! While you were out getting dicked down by some random guy, your mum was calling me so don't tell me shit"
Sam rolled her eyes, called Jay a prick and went downstairs. But not before barging him out of the way. The two were as fiery as each other and I'm surprised in their many years of friendship they hadn't scrapped yet.

Jay ripped the duvet off me leaving me shivering in a sports bra I slept in and my knickers.

"Ugh Jay can you fuck off I'm not in the mood. I'm tired" I whined.
Jay didn't seem to give a fuck as he stood there glaring at me in anger. His body tensed up in his tight, white t shirt and grey jogging bottoms. His big tatted arms and hands were covered in veins as he was literally pulsing with anger.
Yet all I could think about was how I could kind of see his dick pressed up against his trousers from this angle.
Fuck I hated how sexy he looked when he was mad. He quickly reached for my leg and dragged me to the edge of the bed towards him forcing me to jerk up and sit up straight. He bent down and was looking me in the eyes now.

"Get your shit. Put on your clothes on. And get the fuck downstairs.. NOW!".....
he was livid.

I stared at him in fear as he almost looked like he was gonna hit me. Even though I knew he wouldn't dare. He left the room and slammed the door behind him. I quickly climbed into my denim skirt that I had thrown on the floor last night before getting into bed. I put my top and my jacket on and carried my bag and converses in my hands. I went downstairs and said bye to Sam who was still giving Jay the side eye then followed him to his car. As imagined the short car ride was silent. No words, just the sound of the engine running. He parked in my driveway and told me to get in the house.
Ugh I hated when he treated me like a little kid. He was only a 6 months older than me.
None the less I followed his orders, unlocked my door and went into the living room and sat down on the sofa. Jay came in and shut my front door and analysed me.

"You went out in that?" He said looking in disgust at my mini skirt and crop top.

"Yeah...And?" I replied with some attitude.
Jay kissed his teeth and sat down on a chair opposite me. He lowered his head and stared at the ground and sighed. I thought he was going to shout at me and call me all sorts but what he did next shocked me.
Jay raised his head and looked at me. His face looked distressed and his tone of voice softened.

"Did he.... did you let him take your virginity?" He muttered quietly.

I stared at him for a minute. Why did he care? Part of me wanted to say yes just so I could see his reaction but I knew I couldn't lie to him.

"No.. but why do you need to know?" I asked with my voice raised.

"Because I don't want you to make a mistake.. it's your first time it should be special, with someone you love". He said

Ugh what did he think this was.

"Life's not a fairytale Jay. If it was I would be losing my virginity to -..."