Falling for my bestfriend

New beginnings I hope - Chapter 25

As soon as we got into the hotel suite I had completely lost my shit and the only feeling I felt was rage! I ran around the room frantically ripping the sheets off the bed, and throwing Jays clothes on the floor. I ripped up all the flowers that he had placed around the room for decoration and smashed the empty wine bottles on the floor. At this point Sam had realised I was out of her control and allowed me to have my meltdown watching from the sidelines. During our friendship she had seen many of my meltdowns but this might possibly have been the worst.
I had just about finished tearing up the place when Jay came through the door. As soon as I saw his face I grabbed the closest thing to me which was my high heeled shoe and threw it at him.

"What the fuck Ally!" He shouted as it narrowly missed his head.

I grabbed the last empty wine bottle and ran to him swinging it.
All I saw was red.

"ALLY NO! Are you crazy?" Sam said grabbing the bottle out of my hand.

I didn't care that my weapon was gone I still had my fists. I threw them at him and punched him as hard as I could in his stomach and chest. But he didn't even budge. I hated how strong he was when all I wanted to do was kill him. I was so angry and upset I just kept hitting him until my hands felt numb.

"Ally!" He kept shouting.
I ignored and kept punching.

"ALLY!...........ALLY...........
...FOR FUCK SAKE AALIYAH STOP IT!" He shouted grabbing both of my fist tight so I couldn't move them.

He rarely called me my full name. Only at serious times.

"LET GO OF ME !" I shouted at the top of my lungs.

"Ugh what the hell is wrong with you two? What's happened now?" Sam interjected kissing her teeth.

"Well tell her then" I said looking Jay directly in his eyes.

He said nothing

"Jay got his dick sucked at the party" I said in disgust.

Sam gasped.

"WHAT?" Jay shouted.

"Amber was half naked, kissing his neck when I walked in on them" I said ripping my fists from his.

"How the fuck could you do that!" Sam said slapping Jay round the face.

"I swear to God if one more person slaps me again I'm going to lose my shit!"
He said walking away from us to cool down.

"How the fuck could you two believe that? You know I wouldn't do some dumb shit like that!" He yelled from across the room.

"Oh so what did I just imagine it then?" I said annoyed.

Jay sighed heavy.

"She was drunk! She threw herself at me as soon as I got into the party. I didn't even know what was going on I swear!" He said.

"Well then why did u take the bitch upstairs?" Sam shouted.
She was just as pissed off as I was.

"SHE WAS DRUNK! Borderline paralytic. She could barley stand in her heels while she was talking to me and collapsed in my arms. I had to carry her upstairs, what was I supposed to do? Leave her on the floor in the the middle of the party?"

"YES!" I shouted

"Yeah she's right. Amber's not your responsibility anymore" Sam added rolling her eyes.

"Ok I hear you! But after the foul shit I've done today it's the least I could do!" Jay said.

I could hear his voice cracking. Like he was about to breakdown.
I had been so worried about myself and Sam today after Ryan's death that I hadn't even thought about checking on Jay. He was so strong I just assumed he was fine. But he clearly wasn't. And I could see that now.