Falling for my bestfriend

SOS - Chapter 15

It was a week later and I hadn't seen or spoken to jay once. He called me a few times and sent me tonnes of messages checking on me but I didn't reply. Mainly because I was scared.

Ryan's been checking my phone lately. He goes through my calls and messages. He said I owe it to him because I misplaced his trust. I guess that's fair. It was only 1pm today though and Ryan had already called me 28 times to check my whereabouts. Any calls from him I missed he would ask for a picture of me to prove my whereabouts. If I didn't send a picture I would have to FaceTime him and if I didn't do that I would have to text him my location so he would know that I'm not where I shouldn't be. If I didn't reply at all I was in deep shit. He had me on lock I can't lie. After college I was to meet him at the library and if I didn't have any work to do I was to go straight home. Literally felt like my dad. I didn't tell Sam about any of this though as she wouldn't understand.

Anyway it was only for a little while until Ryan could learn to trust me again. It felt like our relationship had completely changed though. Even days I'd stay round he wasn't as sweet and touchy with me anymore, in fact he was more the opposite. Even the morning head had stopped, well on my part. My punishment was that I couldn't get any but whenever he wanted it I'd HAVE to give it to him. Even when I didn't really feel like it.. but I mean it wasn't all bad, sometimes he would still be really sweet to me and order me food and we still went out all the time with Alex and Sam. Just them though. I couldn't go see anyone else. Not even my cousin yesterday because apparently she lives too far and yesterday was Ryan's day with me. My mum still went though and she was staying there for a week.

It's weird, whenever we're around other people he's soo sweet to me and he reminds me why I love being his girlfriend, he literally treats me like a princess. But then when we're alone sometimes he goes cold. I've wanted a boyfriend for so long and I've finally got one. I just don't want to ruin it. And Ryan. Well he's soo gorgeous. I'm lucky to have him. Still can't believe he chose me! Out of all the girls. I really am special.

Ryan told me he was at the gym and that I wasn't to go out until he was back which would be in a couple hours. I decided to catch up on all the Eastenders episodes I'd missed on Iplayer as i didn't really watch it anymore when it was on. Ryan didn't really like it. I was halfway through an episode when there was a knock at the door. I got up and unlocked my front door. Before I could even open it fully jay barged in passed me and walked into my living room. My heart immediately sank.

"Jay you have to go!!" I said in a panic. Somehow I just felt Ryan would know he was here and I wasn't ready for any more trouble with him.

"Why? I haven't seen you in so long Ally why are you ignoring my calls?" He said.

I ran over to him and tried to edge him back towards my front door. I was too scared to even talk to him.

"Is this about last week? I'm sorry I dropped my towel like that I was drunk. I didn't mean to freak you out. I'm soo sorry Ally I didn't mean to upset you". He said appearing worried.

I kept trying to push him towards the door but he was too strong. It was like trying to move a brick wall. He grabbed my hands which where pressed against his chest and held them in his while looking me in the eyes.

"Baby what's wrong? Why are you acting like this? Is something going on? Is it Ryan?"

My heart still skipped a beat when he called me that. It was almost like a comfort thing. Made me feel vulnerable. I just wanted to collapse in his arms and tell him everything. Like I used to. But I couldn't. He wouldn't understand. I sighed heavy. Tears forming in my eyes.

"It's nothing Jay... I just.. I can't see you right now you need to go otherwise il be in trouble" I said. My words trembling. He looked so concerned. He brought both his hands to either said of my face and caught a tear as it ran down my cheek.