Elements

21. you have no idea

  After supper is finished Jesse rally's us in the living room for a movie, I'm sure she just wants one last movie night and honestly I do too.

   I sit down in my regular spot and Malek pops down beside me, slightly closer than usual.

   I lay out the blanket around me as she shuffles through options on the tv before choosing The Dressmaker. Malek rolls his eyes at the choice but it makes me smile.

  Aaron turns out the lights and sits back down as the movie begins, Malek than places his palm on my thigh beneath the blanket. I look up at him for a moment before resting my head against his shoulder.

   The movie turned out to actually be really good and funny, even Malek laughed. As it came to an end Malek broke away from me when Aaron turned the tv off.

   Jesse stood with Aaron before walking away out of the common room back to Aaron's room leaving us out in the common area. No doubt she about to tell Arron about the plan.

   Malek then stands in the dark room before grabbing my hand and pulling me up to him. We walk in silence back towards the rooms when he breaks away and starts going to his room?

   For what ever reason I reached out and grabbed his hand stopping him. He turns back to me, looking down at me in the dark confused.

  I start pulling him back towards my room and the smallest grin races across his face.

  "I don-" he is about to say something when I cut him off

  "Shut up" I say shaking my head and he can't help but show the amusement across his face.

   He closes the door behind himself after we enter into the dark room.

   A moment passes as we stare into each other's eyes when he rearranges his hands and grips my wrist, pulling me towards him, moving me quickly towards the wall beside us, trapping me in.

   My breath hitches n his lip twitches in amusement. His hand runs up my arm before finding itself under my jaw, tilting my face up to his.

  "You shouldn't let me do these things" he says softly and my heart starts beating a million beats per minute

  "Why" I can barely get out, it came out as more of a lifeless whisper

  "Im not a good person Ivy" he says and runs his thumb along my jaw. I can't even breathe. "I will end up hurting you" he says softly. Please hurt me.

  I reach my hand out and place it on his bare torso and he flinches to my touch. I begin to run my hand up his chest and around to his neck before pulling his hair ever so slightly.

  I watch as he bites his lip slightly before slowly closing the space between us, kissing me softly.

   I can't help but pull at his hair in response and I can feel his grin. He pulls me closer, kissing me harder like I've never been kissed. I let him lead as his hand slowly moves down my neck before resting above my chest, above my heart as it races.

  Suddenly he reaches down to pick me up, knowing I'm no twig I immediately go to stop him but he already has me up in his arms, my legs wrapping around his torso, it's a good thing he's strong.

   He walks us across the room to my bed before slowly lowering me down into it. He hovers overtop of me before kissing me again. I'm grateful that he is as big as he is or else he would feel so awkward and small on top of me. He then reaches for the hem of my shirt and pulls it up over me before throwing it on ground. I'm grateful I wore my nice underwear today.

  Eventually he lays down on his side as I turn over to face him. He pulls me in close beside him, still kissing me when I feel his hand wandering down my side to my hip, down my leg before playing with my sweats draw string.

   I feel as he goes for my waistband and slides his hand smoothly along my stomach inside. I immediately flitch and suck in at his touch but he doesn't notice and slowly continues, moving his hand into my underwear. This is really happening. He's really doing this right now.

   My mind starts racing as he continues to kiss me, slightly biting at my lip. I move my leg up onto him as his hand finally reaches her and he begins small motions against me.

   In response my hand slides up his body before wrapping around his neck and pulling him into me.

  His other arm slides under my head and rests under my neck as he wraps his arm around pulling me into him, skin to skin. He kisses me harder as his rhythm picks up. I feel as he slides his fingers down and inside me moving in small motions as his thumb now presses small circles into me.

  My head begins to arch back as I am beginning to lose control, a moan slips out and he kisses my neck, continuing his simple motions.

   I feel my hips start to move to his rhythm and a small grin grows on his face. I slide my hand from around his neck down his torso to his waistband when my hand is immediately met with him rock hard, almost coming out of his waistband. It moves to my touch for a moment when he stops touching me abruptly and slides his hand out of me before grabbing my hand on him and stops me?

  He pulls my hand off him and moves it back up to his chest? I look up at him confused

  "Just you" he says softly before kissing me again, sliding his hands down and resuming his motions, building it back up again.

  Why? I actually really wanted to do that?

  I quickly ignore it and wrap my hand back around his neck pulling him into me, moving my hips up against him until I can feel his member hard against his sweats just to torture him.

  He picks up on it quickly and starts to pick up the rhythm against both my g-spot and clit. My hips are doing uncontrollable circles now as I can no longer control my moans. He holds me close as I lose less and less control, gripping at his hair and skin as it builds.

"Let go" he moans softly against my neck and I do as everything builds to a climax and it spreads across every inch of my skin quickly. I can feel the hairs all over my body's stand up as I can't help my motions. I grab his wrist quickly stopping him as I can't take it but he continues, kissing my neck hard, holding me in place. I didn't know it could feel this good. I start moving my hips away from his hand and as much as I can't take it it does feel good and I don't want him to stop.

"Malek" I say after a few moments longer when I absolutely can't take it anymore and he quickly stops and pulls his hand out before wrapping it around me tightly pulling me into his chest as I breath into the crook of his neck, still twitching and moving my hips uncontrollably.

I feel him slowly run his fingers up and down my back soothingly as I calm down beside him

"I think you're too good at that" I say pulling away from his chest so I can see his face and he grins a little as I laugh to myself.

"You have no idea what your getting yourself into" he mumbles and the butterflies kick into high gear

"Go to sleep" he mumbles moving his hand up from my back to my face as he moves stray hairs back before slowly moving his finger along my cheek.

I reach my hand up slowly and place my palm on his cheek gently as I glide my thumb ever so slightly across his bruised cheekbone.

Moments later he removes his hand from my face and grabs my wrist, pulling my hand away from his face and placing it back down in between us.

He really doesn't like to be touched?