Strawberry Lipstick - Y.B Imagines

binders

requested by kiantrans

disclaimer: i am a cis girl but i've tried to base this off of my ftm friends experiences which they've told me about. if any trans man finds this inaccurate, please tell me so i can fix it. but i hope you enjoy

desc: [x trans male reader] dom has been dating you for a while and you've recently moved in with him which means it's inevitable before he finds your binders so you end up just telling him in look for support

your heart raced as you unpacked everything in the boxes. you stared down at the bundle of binders in your bag. you hadn't told dom yet that you were trans. you didn't know if he'd take it as a big deal or not.

you'd had a lot of internal conflict about whether you should tell him or not, how he'd act or react if you came out to him but you also knew since you moved in: he'd find out sooner rather than later.

i mean you weren't in a movie and weren't going to be on high alert all the time, the the binders would get found. so fuck it.

you'd tell him.

"dom?" you called from the living room. "yeah y/n?" he asked. "i need to tell you something" you said softly as he sat himself down next to you. "of course love what'd you need to get off your chest?" he asked.

"i-i'm" you began to mumble as you felt your eyes fill with tears. "take your time love, there's no rush" he smiled softly, running his hands through your hair gently. "i-i'm trans" you stuttered as you nervously waited dom's reaction.

"that's fine love, don't bother me" he said. your jaw could basically drop off in that moment. "REALLY?!" you said, dumbfounded. "of course love, don't bother me if you people say you were born a lass 'biologically', " he said.

you smiled at him doing air quotation marks at biologically.

"you're a man to me and you're my boyfriend to me, and that's all that matters" he said, pulling your head onto his chest and running his hand through your hair gently. your eyes watered as you cuddled him tightly.

"i love you so so much dom, i really do" you smiled. "do you mind if i ask about if you're on like birth control, or any other stuff?" he asked with the utmost respect. "no it's fine, i'm not on birth control, it" you began.

"and i was on testosterone for some years so i don't get periods now" you continued. "and i've been saving for top surgery for a while now" you said as dom continued to play with your hair. "i can try help give some money to help pay for the surgery if you want" dom said.

"REALLY?!" you said, shooting up from where you were sitting. "of course" dom laughed, his arm still around your waist. your eyes watered and you began to cry happy tears. "oh baby, don't cry!" he said, kissing your forehead.

"do you think i owe it to like colson, tom or adam to tell them?" he asked. he shook his head. "you don't owe anyone an explanation, tell them if you want but know you don't owe it to them" he said, smiling at you.

"thank you baby!" you said, kissing him on the lips softly. "i have some binders in my suitcase by the way" you said, pointing across the room to your suitcase. "that's fine by me, just don't hurt yourself wearing them okay?" he smiled.

"i've worn them on all of our dates, that's why i haven't wanted to stay the nights" i said softly. "don't feel the need to wear them around me. whether you look like how people say a man needs to look doesn't bother me" he said softly.

you felt your eyes water again as you wiped your eyes softly. "oh baby, please don't cry" he said softly, passing you a tissue. "i love you so much" you said. "i love you too angel" he smiled, ruffling your hair out.

it'd gone better than you could've ever hoped.

*also look at me double uploading in the same hour let's go!!*

a/n: edited because someone pointed out an inaccuracy!