Strawberry Lipstick - Y.B Imagines

tongue tied

request by TrinS3

tw // mental health issues

desc: dom notices you've been quiet recently & it's really unlike you. dom asks you about it and it accidentally all comes spilling out. but dom comforts you and calms you down *you can listen to the song but it's not needed*

you sat in the tour bus as colson, adam and tom moshed to the arctic monkeys like there was no fucking tomorrow. you smiled and then took a sip of your drink. you tried to go along with jess who was a lot calmer than them either.

but the past few days had been the worst for your mental health in a long while. yours had never been perfect, i mean they ran in the family. but this was the worst in around a year. you just felt so numb and cold.

but your inside was swarming with emotions and flowing wildly, you were one second away from a breakdown, you always seemed on absolute edge 24/7. "i think i'm gonna go" you said, excusing yourself.

you went to your bed down the tour bus, shutting the door of your bedroom. you shut your door and lay down, playing 8pm by sadeyes and guardin. you wish it didn't pretty accurately describe how you felt right now.

your head was swimming with thoughts that were unable to get out of your head. you wished you could just slam your head against a wall and forget about all of it. "y/n?" dom called. you paused before responding.

"come in" you said softly. dom entered the room and even without you crying, saw how upset you were. "hey hey, y/n what's wrong?" he asked. you tried to make a smile but it was impossible to do, you'd been doing that for too long.

dom sat down on the bed and pulled your head into his lap. you felt your eyes water as he whispered to you "you can tell me" he said. you broke down there, everything from the past few weeks came pouring out.

you began to cry as dom lifted you up and lay your head against his chest as you were sat up. he knew he wasn't going to be able to stop crying anytime soon so he just let you sob. "i-i'm sorry" you muttered a while later.

"don't apologize" he said gently. he kissed your forehead and it couldn't be more what you needed. "what's up? i wanna help you my baby" he smiled. you stuttered before replying. "i've just felt like,, like i can't feel anything" you began.

"like i know how upset and angry i feel, i fucking hate feeling like this mate, and i can't keep it from me anymore" you say, clearly angry. "y/n, please listen and hear me out" he says softly. you listen and just let yourself listen to him.

"i am so sorry you feel that way, i am. i know that feeling, i have been that before. and if you'll work with me, i'll work with you. let me help you darling" he said. you felt your eyes water like a fountain but it was positive.

"dom?" you asked. he nodded. "can we go on a walk together?" you asked. he nods. "c'mon my love" he said, putting his hand in yours. you left the tour bus and began a walk in the nearby park

it was raining but you loved that. it was getting heavier and dom then began running with you to under a bit of safety. you squealed as you ran. you ducked under a piece of wood that you knew was an old tire swing.

"god, that was fun" he said. you felt a genuine smile on your face for the first time in a long time. "yeah, yeah" you beamed. "c'mere, i wanna cuddle you. we can stay here until the rain eases off a little" he smiled.

his arm wrapped around you and he settled your head into the crook of his neck. he began to sing waiting on the weekend.

"i contemplate the words, that would make you feel safe and sound"

the whole moment was perfect. the rain, dom singing. it was a perfect indie movie moment. you smiled as you let his hands run through your hair. "while i pass your house," dom continued singing.

it was perfect.