Strawberry Lipstick - Y.B Imagines

Second Thoughts

Summary: You don't want to go further after things get hot and heavy with Dom

Requested by anxietyler

Tw's/attention: Mentions of past sexual exploitation, angst comfort

Under all the pile of blankets that were strewn across the couch were all the different blankets which you and Dom were laying under.

Two cups of coffee that were once warm, were sitting on the coffee table, long forgotten, as you watched your favourite movie on the TV, holding each other.

You lay your head on Dom's shoulder as his hand held your shoulder, his thumb rubbing soothing circles on your shoulder, kissing you softly. The room was cold, and without being able to control it, you shivered under the blankets.

"I swear there is no way to warm you up, you're wearing a jumper as well!" Dom laughed, picking up the blankets and wrapping them around you tighter, like a little cocoon. "I can't help it," You laughed.

"Maybe I need to find a way to warm you up," Dom teased, as he cupped his hand around your cheek. "Shut up," You laughed, but it was you who leaned in first to the kiss.

Pressing your lips against Dom's softly, he wrapped his hand around the bottom of your thigh, as he kissed you.

As much as it was meant to be a gentle kiss, it was only a few minutes before he pulled you on top of him, his hands beginning to explore your body, half the blankets falling down onto the floor, some half over you, and the rest of them strewn around the couch and over you.

His hands wrapped around your waist, as his fingers teased your underwear band, drawing a small moan out of you. You jerked up for a moment, before relaxing again in Dom's warm and familiar grip.

Dom's hands caressed your thighs, his hands digging into your thighs, as he left the kiss, trying to catch his breath.

"You're fucking unreal," He said through heavy breath, as his hands reached under your shirt, undoing your bra strap between three of his fingers, the bra relaxing, drawing a sigh of relief from within you.

Dom moved where the two of you were sitting so you were laid out on the couch, and he was on top now. He kissed you softly, sucking on your neck, surely to leave a hickey afterwards.

"Dom..." You moaned out, your legs raising, and clenching for a moment, your clit throbbing. "Love to hear your pretty fucking moans," He said, only stopping giving you the hickey he'd just left, your skin red where he'd been marking his love.

"Need to fuck you so badly," Dom said, quickly grabbing you, lifting you up, as he began to carry you to the bedroom. As he was carrying you, you felt like a switch had been flipped.

Suddenly, you were no longer in a state of arousal, and you were nervous now. What if Dom was going to be rough, and you weren't going to enjoy it as much as you would want?

Your mind was swimming with past memories of your ex boyfriend, who had absolutely no regard for what you wanted. If a situation had even started to get sexual, he thought that gave immediate consent, and wouldn't check in, or stop until he was done.

As he finally got to the bedroom, he laid you down on the bed, beginning to strip off your clothes. You were completely silent, your lips pursed tightly shut, as your body clenched up as he tried to undress you.

And Dom was a lot more receptive than your ex boyfriend, and he noticed your obvious discomfort. Immediately, his hands stopped at the button of your shirt he was undoing, his hands leaving your body all together.

"Are you okay, Y/N?" Dom asked. You were absolutely frozen, likely trying to zone out to protect yourself, your brain worried that you were going to experience something traumatic again. 

"Y/N, look at me," Dom said in a soft, yet firm tone, his hand moving to your chin so you were looking him in the eyes. "We don't have to do anything if you're not comfortable, okay?" He said.

"Please, please can we stop?" You said, almost pleading, but you didn't need to. "Of course darling, are you comfortable with me doing your shirt back up?" You asked.

You nodded, and Dom quickly did your shirt back up, before pulling back the bedcovers. "Do you just wanna cuddle in bed?" He asked. You nodded, as he pulled you into a hug.

"Love, I hate to trigger anything, but I do need to ask, why did you just freeze up like that?" He asked, holding your hands in his. Tears welled in your eyes, but you stopped holding Dom's hand, wiping your eyes.

"I feel bad for leading you along. I got both of us so turned on, then just back out suddenly," You said, your voice shaky, but Dom held you tightly to him, your chin resting on his shoulder.

"Doll, that's completely normal. You're allowed to change your mind," He assured you, kissing your cheek. He rubbed your arm, as he kissed your forehead softly.

"It's about you too. You don't owe me anything, and if you want to stop, you stop," He said, in a tone that wasn't scolding, but simply stating a fact.

"I love you so much Dom, thank you," You said, wrapping your arms around him, kissing his cheek, as you held him tightly.

"You don't need to thank me love, it's just decency," He said, kissing your cheek, as he rubbed your thigh, tucking you both under the covers.

"Can you just comfort me? I just wanna be held, baby," You said, looking in Dom's eyes, your heart still racing slightly, and worried as hell.

"Of course, angel love," He said, wrapping his arms around your waist, softly kissing your forehead, as he whispered sweet nothings into your ear, praising you, assuring you, telling you absolutely everything you needed to hear, calming you.

You felt your eyes welling up, you were slightly overwhelmed. This was the 1st time you were uncomfortable and wanted to stop in bed with Dom, and the 1st time since your last relationship that somehow had told you it was okay, perfectly normal really.

"Darling, please don't cry, it's okay, you're okay," He said, rubbing your back softly. You closed your eyes, as you felt your body relax against Dom's.

"My angel girl, I love you so much," He said, kissing your cheek softly. You felt so safe with Dom, safer than you'd ever felt. "I love you so much, Dom," You said, kissing him back, as he dimmed the lights in the bedroom.

"Get some sleep for me, sweetheart,"

A/N! Hi chickens!! 🐔 So we know I've got my Dom concert soon, and I want to bring a sign to it that says "I'm here for Adam"

Lemme know if I should before I make a bad decision 💀

Love ya all, Lana 🤍