The Struggle

Ashton's POV.

PLEASE READ AUTHORS NOTE!!!!!!!
"I want to do more." Sydney says to me as she looks deep into my eyes.
Is Sydney asking me for sex? Not that I mind at all, in fact, it would be a dream come true to have sex with Sydney but is she really sure that she wants to have sex with me? "Me too." I decide to say as I mumble an agreement into the kiss.
"I love you, Ashton." Sydney says, while momentarily breaking the kiss.
"I love you so much, Syd. You have no idea!" I say to her, while looking deep into her eyes. Moments later she re-conects our lips and I proceed to stand up with her legs wrapped around my waist. Both of us still dripping wet, we manage to make it into my room with out slipping and falling to the floor. After I kick the door closed with my leg, I head towards my bed. Once I reach the bed, I gently set Sydney down and carefully straddle her with my legs on either sides of her hips. Leaning on my elbows, I then proceed with re-attaching our lips.
The only thing that my body is capable of feeling right now is sparks of loving electricity and Sydney's hands roaming almost every corner of my body. Although I could kiss Sydney's lips all day, I too want to explore more of her.
(a/n wow that's not creepy at all!)
Subtly, I start moving my head away from her lips and start kissing down her neck. I kiss everywhere that my lips can reach until I find a spot that she lets me know she likes. I keep on kissing and slightly sucking just below her left collar bone until I know there is a small mark there.
"My turn." Sydney softly says and with that I flip as over so I'm now on my back with Sydney straddling my waist.
Ever since Sydney and I have started kissing, I knew that she was very talented with her lips but now, she's proving to me that she can take it to a level that I could never even dream of. She starts with soft gentle kisses around on my neck but a little rougher on my collar bones; littering them with faint, pink marks. She then works her way up to my jaw, and starts leaving what I'm assuming are dark, purplish marks on the underside of my jaw. Once she's satisfied with her job on that part of my body, she returns with sweet and simple pecks near my ears, on my cheeks, and repeats the process over. Sydney then sits back up where my stomach and hips connect, grabs my hands and simply says, "I'm ready, Ashton."
"Okay.'' I state back to her. With that, I sit up and take her into my arms and flip us over and kiss her for a little bit longer. Once we're done kissing, I reach up to my nightstand drawer and grab a condom. After putting it on, Sydney and I prepare to take the final step.
"I love you so much, Syd." I pledge to Sydney as I slowly slide myself into her.
"I love you, Ash." Sydney quietly whispers under her breath as she runs her fingers through my hair.
Sydney and I take our time making love to each other. I slowly thrust in and out of her making sure to make her feel as best as I can. We continue doing that for a while with my lover softly moaning and pulling my hair underneath me.
My thrusts start to get sloppier and I'm starting to feel a pressure building in the bottom of my stomach when Sydney loudly moans out to me, "I'm so close, Ash."
"Same." I struggle to get out while being out of breath. "On three?" I ask Syd and she nods her head. After a few more thrusts I count to three and Sydney and I both come at the same time. Loud noises fill the room and 'I love you's' are exchanged along with a few cuss words.
I never knew that something like this could feel so good. I mean, of course I knew that sex felt good, but I never knew how good until I experienced it with the girl who my heart truly belongs to.
After catching my breath, I slide out of Sydney and dispose of the condom.
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Sydney and I are cuddled up together in a comfortable silence when she states, "You know, that was my first time."
"You mean you've never had sex before!? With anyone!! Not even Luke!?" I'm in utter shock by hearing this news from Sydney. Not to be stereotypical, but when you're the most famous girl at school, I would have expected her to loose her virginity by now.
"Nope, not even with Luke. He tried to convince me to do it with him a bunch of times but I always declined. I mean I loved him but I never felt like we held a bond strong enough that made him worthy of being my partner for my first time."
"And I was?" I question Sydney.
"Mhm." She says to me with a cheesy, yet beautiful grin on her face."
"Well then....Cool." I reply with an equally cheesy smirk on my face.
"I love you, Ash." Sydney says to me as we share one of my favorite kisses yet together.

{Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii loves!! Okay so I'm sorry for not updating sooner, my ipad keyboard died so I had to search for my charger, so anyway, I'd lie to address a few things about this chapter..
SYDNEY AND ASHTON HAD S E X !!!!!!! YAAAAAASSSSSS I'M SO HAPPY FOR THEM!!!!! but when I was writing the sex scene, I didn't want it go turn into a porno of too smutty because I wanted to mainly focus on them having sex because they love each other, not because they're two horny teenagers. So yeah I forget what else I wanted to say and I hope to be updating again soon! I love you all and thank you!!}