For better or for worse.

Chapter 11

When I was driving Luke back to his house, I had discovered that even while me and Luke had talked the entire time and we got on so well and I had just had a really great time with him. I still managed to hink about Ashton and how eventhough he was suh an ass that this was probably hurting him, because i had seen a side of Ashton no one else had. I tried to  forget about it and push him awa because i didn't want to like him, but i did.

"It's just up here on the left." Luke said pointing to a familiar house as I was only her  few days ago for Luke's party. We sat on his driveway for a minute, then he turned to face me proppinghimself  up on my car seat with his elbow. "I had areally great time tonight sam." He said giving me a wide smile.

"Yeah... me too." I replied finding myself looking into his deep blue eyes feeling guilty that I still had feeling for Ashton, when I wanted to like luke so badly.

"Good." He said still looking at me. Just at that moment, he leant in and placed a soft but passionate kiss on my lips. He stayed there for a moment before he spoke again. "Goodnight Sam." He said then he got out of the car and i wathed him walk up his driveway, but turn around to smile at me just before he walked through his front foor. 

What was wrong with me. I tried to figure things out as I headed home, but my mind was spinning, why was Ashton still important to me? I didn't want to feel this way.

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7:00 am, I rolled out of bed as soon as my alarm went off, eventhough I got back home at midnight last night, I was surprisingly awake. I got in the shower and actually had time to chose what I was wearing, not that I cared much anyway. I picked out my denim shorts, my Gerard way muscle tee shirt, red checkered flannel and army boots. I applied my makeup and grabbed my aviators off my dressing table. I went down stairs and it was only 8:05, so I had time to go to starbucks and get a coffee. I jumped in my car and ut in my chemical romance Cd as it was fitting with what I was wearing ad headed to starbucks, which was only a 5 minute drive away.

When I walked in I was greeted by Harrison as per usual, there was no line so I just walked straight up to the counter.

"The usual!" He said  as he had obviously seen me walk in.

"Please, thanks harrison." I smiled at him.

"Anytime." He handed me the cup and began to speak again.

"So who was that guy you came in here with on sunday?" He said.

"Oh just some guy form my school." He looked at me with that look that he could tell i was hiding something.

"Oh really, just some guy?" Eventhough I only ever hung out with Harrison when he was at work, I felt like I could really talk to him, he was enough in the real world to be able to understand.

"Well not exactly he... I dont really even know what he is its really complicated." I said to  him not really making eye contact.

"Well, it's none of my business. But if i were a girl, i think most girl would probably think he was cute... Do they." I laughed at him if i were a girl comment ad soon replied.

"You have no idea." I said slightly backing away from the counter as i had  to  get o school.

"Alright well i'll see you later Sam." He said laughing.

"Yeah, i'll  see you  later." I said waving behind me as i walked out the door.

I drove to scool and got there pretty early. it was around 8:20  and first bell  didn't go off till 8:30, I got out my car and walked towards school, there were quite a few people here already includng connor.