For better or for worse.

Chapter 7

When I got home, my head was still spinning from what had happened between Ashton and I.  I got home and it was already two in the afternoon, time really had slipped away from me, I had been there for five hours. I got in and called Connor straight away to come over, I had to talk to someone about it. Apart from Benji, he came and saw that I was stressed and rested his head on my legs. Connor was over within five minutes and i told him everything that had happened.

"Shit Sam." Connor said after he had allowed everything to soak in.

"Yeah I know." I said scoffing slightly not really believing it myself, we both leaned back in to the couch we were sitting on and Benji came and jumped up on kthe sofa and began to lik my face.

"Get off." I said laughing a little before bringing my focus back to Connor.

"What are you gonna do tonight?" He said reminding me that in fact i did have to see him again tonight. I waited a while before answering him.

"I have... no idea." I said to him before laying back and putting my legs accross his lap and sighing throwing my arms over my eyes wanting to crawl up and die.

"Well you better think quick." He said looking at his watch. "We have to be there in 3 hours." Oh my god i couldn't believe it Connor and i had been talking for nearly two hours. Fuck!

"urrrggghhh." I huffed loudly like a child not knowing what to do. I waited before Connor finally spoke.

"Do you want me to go home---" I cut him off before he could finish his sentence.

"No!" I said not wanting him to leave because i felt i needed him or i would die. He began to laugh when he finally finished his sentence.

"---so i can go and get my stuff for tonight and get changed here." He said laughing.

"Oh." I said quietly joining in on his laughter. "Yeah, ok." He quickly grabbed my hand and placed a kiss on my knuckles, it wasn't romantic, then he got up and went out my house.

"See you in a minute." He said as he turned around waved at me before disappearing from my vision.

"Ok." I said knowing he couldn't hear, more to myself really, preparing myself for tonight.

Within 10 minutes Connor was back and we ordered Pizza so we could eat before the party, I was planning on getting completely pissed at  this party so if i did anything stupid at least i wouldn't remember it. We only had about two and a half hours till we had to be there and Luke lived about 20 minutes away so i decided to go get in the shower.

I tried to clear my head but blaring out Green day on my stereo, It seemed to work as i was singing Jesus of Suburbia and not thinking about Ashton or Luke or anything inbetween. I gotout the shower and i could hear that Connor was in the shower aswell. I picked out a Black Bardot bodycon dress and white heels that I didn't even know i had at the back of my closet. I did my hair (Kinda) I just curled the ends using a curling iron that my brothers girlfriend had left here.

I looked in the mirror and thought i looked alright for someone who had earlier been covered in grease. I was a very physically fit girl as i loved to play sport and enjoyed fitness, I had long blonde hair that was naturally straight and went to about my mid back just below my last rib. I also had bright blue eyes and wasn't really that tall about 5'5", which was probably why Luke and Ashton towered over me.

It was around 7 and so I went to knock on the door to the spare room to see if Connor was ready, there was no answer.

"Sam, I'm already down." Connor shouted back up to me from downstairs. I walked down stairs only grabbing my phone from my room and looked down at the floor so i didn't fall in my heels. As I  looked down to Connor he was looking at me with a beaming smile. He looked very handsome, I could never understand why he didn't have a girlfriend. He was wearing black skinny jeans a white shirt buttoned all the way to the top with a black jacket on.