For better or for worse.

Chapter 10

The next morning I woke up and checked my phone. 7:00 am. I rolled out of bed and just as I put my phone down it buzzed. I looked down at it and cllicked the top.

From  Connor:

I'll be outside yours at 8.

I replied with a simply 'Ok see you then'.

"Morning Benj, I said in a groggy voice, he came up to me and licked my face. I jumped in the shower. I was listening to a CD I had mixed together it had all my favourite music on from Fall out Boy - Young Volcanoes to My chemical Romance - Black parade.  I got out the shower and brushed my hair through, I picked out a Green day muscle tee shirt, my denim shorts and black army boots. I applied my makeup  and got down staris just as Connor knocked on the door.

"Hey" I said opening the door. Benji ran up behind me and jumped up Connor, This dog was getting bigger by like the day. "Hey Benj, look what I got for you." Connor said rummaging through his pocket, Benji was going crazy and barking all over the place. He pulled out a bone and gave it to Benji. "There you go, good Boy."  He then acknowledged me and hugged me once Benji had dissapeared upstairs.

"Hey." He said hugging me. "Fancy givin'  me a ride." He said.

"Sure what's happened to your car?"  I asked him as I got in the car.

"My mom had to borrow it because my dads car broke down and so he took moms and mom took mine." He said sighing. I put in the album I was listening to in the shower and me and Connor listened to it all the way to school, we both loved the same type of music which is one of the reason we first became friends he saw my fall out boy tee shirt one day and commented on it when our dads used to play pool together then we went to one of their concerts and we were like instantly best friends.

We arrived at school and got out, we walked up to the front steps and sat on the wall we always sat on when were a little early for school, which was today. We were arguing about what guitar solo was better Bon jovi's wanted dead or alive or Paradise city by Guns N Roses.  Luke approached us. I saw Ashton and Michael walk in to the front doors of the school and earnt a nasty glare from Ashton, which I gladly returned. First bell rang and Connor and I went inside.  We walked to our lockers and saw Luke, Michael, Calum and Ashton all standing on the other side of the hallway. I noticed Luke and Ashton hadn't said a word to eachother and looked like they could both kill eachtoher when they spotted me with Connor on the other side of the hallway. I reached for my History and Geometry books which were my first two lessons just as second bell rang. Me and Connor went our seperate ways but new we would meet again in Geometry. Ashotn and Luke were both in my History class and I didn't know what the fuck was gonna happen. I made my way down to Histroy and took my normal seat at the back. Luuke came in and smiled at me as he took the seat next to me, Calum took the seat next to him and then Ashton came, shit! Why was he coming over here? what the fuck is he doing?  He took the seat next to me and once again I felt like a miniscule fragment inbetween two volcanoes, one of them looking like it could erupt at any second, meaning Ashton. 

I foccused on what the teacher was saying but couldn't my mind was blurring between so many different things, Luke and I were going out after school, and I took Ashtons glare this morning as the fact he found out about it. I did like Luke, he was the safe option remember, but I still can't help but be so attracted to Ashton what was wrong with me I couldn't choose and I hated that I was still stringing both of them on.

Ashton's fists were both clenched and so was his jaw. He looked mad and to be honest he was so unpredictable that I was a little worried. When the bell finally rang I got up and  left the classroom pretty glad that neither of them had spoke to me. Thats when my luck changed.