[Book 1 in the Chaos series]
The Theory of Kayden:
- frontman of before the chaos
- typical bad boy
- grade a jackass
- caffeine addict
- my utter weakness
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\\ i cross my heart and hope to die
that I'll only stay with you one more night
and i know i've said it a million times
but I'll only stay with you one more night \\
maroon 5 - one more night
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"I'm not going to stop until I find out what it is," Ella randomly states as we're waiting in the queue for the Thomas the Tank Engine ride with my little cousin, who is currently standing on the barrier, trying to see the trains coming and going.
"Huh?" I ask as I look across at her, confusion written all over my face. What the hell is she on about?
"What's going on with you and Kade, duh."
Okay, so maybe I haven't come completely clean about us but I sorta like having him, having us, as my little secret. I haven't even hinted about what happened. As far as the rest of them know, we left the club because I felt ill and then he left me to sleep it off.
Little do they know there wasn't much sleeping going on.
I shake my head as we take a step forward, Tara shuffling along the bannister. "Nothing, El. There's nothing going on other than the fact we're friends, which must be a miracle in itself after how we started..."
"Stop changing the subject," she scolds me. "I think you've forgotten that we've been friends forever. I know when you're lying and you're totally lying at the moment."
"I don't know what you want to hear, but I'm telling you the truth," I lie. Ironic, huh?
The problem truthfully is that I honestly don't know what's going on between us. I know that we like each other - both physically and emotionally - and I know that we want there to be something but I just don't know what that something is going to be.
How am I supposed to explain it to Ella when I can't even explain it to myself?
"Taysie," Tara's little voice comes from the side of me. "How much longer?"
I look at her and smile. "Not long now. You excited?"
She grins and nods enthusiastically. "Yeah! I wanna go on Thomas!"
"We'll see," I say with as much as a promise I can make. It's completely pot-luck as to whether we get on Thomas or Percy, but I'm not going to break that to the four-year-old.
"I have one more question," Ella states as she leans back against the barrier and folds her arms across her chest. "Is it more than just a thing?"
I let out a sigh and slowly nod. "Oh my God, El, it's so much more. I really like him."
