[Book 1 in the Chaos series]
The Theory of Kayden:
- frontman of before the chaos
- typical bad boy
- grade a jackass
- caffeine addict
- my utter weakness
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\\ who knows where this road is supposed to lead
we got nothing but time
as long as you're right here next to me
everything's gonna be alright
if it's mean to be
it'll be, it'll be
baby just let it be \\
bebe rexha & florida georgia line - meant to be
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"I'm so unbelievably pumped for tonight," grins Noah as he jumps up and down on the bus as we're on our way to Bristol for the show tonight.
Our first headline gig. Fuck. It's sold out, as well, which is incredible. Radio 1 held a competition for tickets, but people have actually paid money to come and see us perform. Not Access Denied. Us. It's a concept that's going to take a little bit of getting used to.
Taysie is awfully quiet today, tucked away in the corner of the couch, her brunette curls falling around her shoulders and her face free of any makeup. I can honestly say she's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen and I'm so fucking ready to make her mine.
The things I feel for her are scary. I've never felt like this about anyone before in my entire eighteen years of living. Until this summer, I was convinced that the way I went about my life - drinking and sleeping with random women - was the best way to do it. Yeah, we've had a few drunken nights here and there and I've messed around with a few girls, but nothing too crazy.
I need Taysie back in my arms and I need it soon or else I don't know what to do. I have a plan and I just need for it to go off without a problem. If all goes well, she'll be with me by the end of the night.
"So, what's the plan before the show?" Ella asks before quickly typing something on her phone, obviously texting someone. Out of the corner of my eye, I can see Aiden trying to crane his neck to see who she's talking to.
Honestly, and I think I'm talking for us all when I say this, those two just need to get over themselves and admit their feelings for each other. It's getting super old.
"I think we're just heading straight to the venue," Theo shrugs. "I don't think there's anything else to do."
Aiden flashes me a look and instantly, I know exactly what he's silently trying to convey to me. I nod once in reply before shifting my focus to Taysie. "Tay?" I ask softly, hoping not to jaw her from her thoughts too suddenly.
She turns her head to face me. "Yeah?"
"So, we were wondering something," I start before my tongue plays with my lip ring nervously. I don't know how to ask her this without her running in the opposite direction. Not at all. "If you wanted to sing the song with us tonight?"
