lunch time // seungjin

四十二

the silence that filled the room was suffocating but it was what jeongin wanted. it meant they were starting to trust him, right?

felix, jeongin walked over to felix. he held his shaking hands, " felix hyung... you know. deep down you know. seungmin, you've seen how down he became. the way he hit rock bottom, he looked like he rose from the rock bottom he hit but no. he didnt, he stayed there and he changed. "

every word coming out from from jeongin, hit felix. one by one.

it was true wasnt it? everything jeongin said sounds so true, that day he met seungmin at the cafe again seungmin had seemed to lose his charm. it wasnt there anymore it just wasnt there, seungmin seemed so much more dull. more reserved, quiet and his guards were so high, so much higher than he remembered. every since they met, seungmin didnt text felix at all and that was so unlike seungmin to not cling on to felix.

" what if... he really changed? what if seungmin really is a psycho? " felix thought.

" mong mong look at me, youre such a bad little puppy huh? you have such a scary personality behind that sweet sweet face of yours hm? " hyunjin teased.

" NO HYUNG I- dont... dont believe him please hyung. " seungmin pleaded. right seungmin doesnt know that hyunjin doesnt believe jeongin. tears threatened to fall down seungmin's round cheeks as his hands started trembling.

everything was so out of control, is this seungmin's worse nightmare come true? hyunjin not trusting him? " as predicted... hyung believes jeongin and not me- "

" seungmin focus on me. can you hear my breathing? follow it. " hyunjin assured, pulling seungmin tight in his arms.

" jeongin right? you didnt exactly give us an explanation on your statement hm? " jisung asked as he calmly snuggled into minho's side, he couldnt help but think how long jeongin could continue holding this facade up, it was interesting to watch.

but before jeongin could answer.

" whats there to explain, seungmin a psycho? we've been together since we were 14, i know him better than any of you. if anyone is allowed to make a judgement about him, that would be me lee felix. and you jeongin, have no right to make any judgements about him. " felix was slightly trembling, he grabbed on to changbin's wrist, there were tears on his face but his eyes showed firmness.

" i would be able to tell, dont forget im a certified therapist. " felix said, he stood up wiping his tears away. " you though, ever since you came here 3 days ago this house has been a mess and all you're trying to do is to break us apart, break our friendship apart. you are the suspicious one, no? "

" i second that. " jisung said, rolling his eyes.

" sorry but do you hear what you all are saying? you're saying jeongin is a pyscho when he is the victim. " chan defended. if chan is there no one is hurting jeongin. " all of you were not there when seungmin clearly attacked jeongin, do you not see this big cut on him? ARE YOU ALL BLIND OR STUPID? "

" christopher bang, the only person blind and stupid here, is you. " jisung deadpanned.

being called by his full name by someone younger? it kinda irked chan, his legs acted with a mind of their own and he sprung up from his sitting position. he stared down at the younger boy, he was barely holding himself together and his eyes burned of rage.

" you don't seem to understand this whole situation do you? " hyunjin said, cradling the finally calm seungmin in his arms.

" i understand everything perfectly hwang. seungmin hurt jeongin, but he's trying to play the victim card. "

" so we're going by the first name basis now? oh let me tell you christopher, your pretty boy is the one that attack my seungmin. not the other way round, get that straight. "

chan scoffed. this bullshit, jeongin hurting seungmin? or rather someone else? even thinking about it could have him rolling on the floor of laughter. he knew that jeongin wouldn't hurt anyone, or he thought that jeongin wouldn't hurt anyone.

" min bear with hyung for abit? " hyunjin whispered to the tired boy in his arms. he waited a few moments before he received a weak nod, smiling that bit he was happy that seungmin trusted him even when he was in such a vulnerable state.

" you want evidence? see for yourself. " hyunjin spat, snapping chan out.if his daze. the bruises, the distinct finger outlines that were evidently pressed into his soft neck flesh stood out. the sight was horrifying for a first.

felix shut his eyes and whimpered, feelings warm arms around him he relaxed. changbin.

jisung wasn't that fazed, it made his gut twist but he's seen worse. instead of him looking away, minho yelped and hid behind the younger boy. he didn't want to see this sight and was bothered by how he could feel two palms wrapping around his neck by looking a seungmin's.

jisung turned around and wrapped his arms around minho, burying the others face deep into his chest. he stroked the older boy's hair over and over again to calm him down.

while everyone was indulged in their own little moment, chan was shocked. those hands, it couldnt have been seungmin he was sure. he recognized that seungmin's hands were alot larger and palm was alot bigger when he was cleaning up seungmin's bleeding lip.

the only one who had hands as small as him...

the one time they woke up hands interlocked, their hands fit perfectly why? because they were almost the same size. the marks looked  the same size as his own hands.

it cant be

there's no way

jeongin wouldnt lie to me 

he would never lie to me.

yes continue having this mindset, jeongin is the only one that understands me. there is no way he could lie to me.

"bruises? so what. he could've strangled himself."

the amount of dialogues in this 😭✋
it's confusing but basically chan is being an ass and stan jisung's sass <3

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