lunch time // seungjin

四十九

it was a exactly a week later that songwon decided to go back to that cafe again, 4am at the same seat. he had some sort of anticipation that the cute boy would come again and he couldnt focus at all, his eyes darted to the door every 10 minutes. is this what you call a cafe crush?

just when he was about to lose hope that cute boy was coming, the familiar ring of the doorbell broke the silence of the empty cafe. looking up, he locked eyes with the student that just entered the cafe. in that moment, the cute boy gave a small eye small to songwon and damn it melted his heart. 

songwon malfunctioned and turned his head in many directions before finally looking back on his book, his head was so heated from from the nervousness of locking eyes with the cute boy. 

"hey, youre the one that got me the happy meal last week right?" 

hearing this voice, his head jolted upwards and saw the cute boy's face barely a few inches away from his face. 

"y-y..yeah." songwon choked out.

pulling a chair over, the cute bot sat down right in front of songwon and started pulling out his topic notes from oversized tote bag and then lastly his dinosaur pencil case but this time there was an additional dinosaur toy chained on to his ring of key chains. 

"remember this? its the toy from the happy meal you bought me." cute boy said. "my name is jeongin, yang jeongin." 

"kim songwon." reaching his hand out nervously to ask for a handshake. that smooth baby hand caressed his bigger more boney hand but instead of just shaking his hand, jeongin daringly interlocked his fingers and smiled sweetly at songwon. 

"i think we belong better this way." 

and that was how their puppy love started. no one could deny, it was cute. 

but the start of every sweet love was bound to have obstacles that every couple would have to overcome.

"baby, what did i tell you about talking to other people?" jeongin said as he pulled songwon closer by the waist. 

"i told you before that i dont like sharing whats mine right? it hurts me seeing you talk to other people." jeongin whispered in songwon's ear and started digging his nails deep into his hyung's skin.

a painful yelp escaped songwon's mouth and he pulled away from jeongin's arms and flew towards the floor. 

"jeongin, im trying to not talk to anyone, really. but there are group projects that we must communicate, its all about school. believe me, baby im doing nothing that betrays your trust!" songwon pleaded, grabbing onto his sore side where jeongin had pierced his flesh with his nails. 

tw! blood,gore

" so youre not listening to me anymore huh? IF YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME YOU KNOW WHAT ILL DO." jeongin shouted, pulled up his sleeve revealing rows and rows of healed scars. then from his pocket he whipped out a pocket knife, holding tightly onto the knife he positioned it over his wrist.

"JEONGIN-" songwon shouted, he lunged over to try to grab the knife from jeongin's hand. but as he was inching closer to jeongin, the younger boy pointed the knife towards the heart of the older boy.

the sharp knife pierced deep right into his flesh, songwon stared up at jeongin. he opened his mouth to say something but instead nothing could slip from his tightened throat. his lifeless body fell downwards onto the fluffy white rug, he laid limp on the cold floor as all his memories came rushing back into his mind. 

"s...seu-ng..min." songwon mumbled with his last breath.

"i thought you said you love me, so why are you still thinking about someone else?" jeongin questioned, his hand moving towards the knife. wrapping his delicate fingers around it, he pushed it harder and deeper until half of the handle was gone too. 

songwon showed his lasts signs of struggles before letting his arm fall onto his side, closing his eyelids over the beautiful brown orbs beneath. 

"baby you have to understand where im coming from, sharing you is not an option." jeongin said, gritting his teeth together. 

"why are you not replying me hm? oh wait youre dead." laughing foolishly jeongin lightly tapped his head and climbed out the window. 

leaving songwon's dead body to sleep in the comforts of his room, jeongin wasnt worried about getting caught at all. why? influence. yang family, it was more than enough to fake an autopsy and that was exactly what jeongin's family did. covering up was exactly what his family has been doing for jeongin ever since he was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and psychopathy he lacked the power to feel love and any sort of emotion.

 killing animals was a pastime but killing a human? it was definitely a first. 

olrites this is the end of flashback!! hope it was able to be understood HAHAHAHA

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