lunch time // seungjin

十三

seungmin walked out of that abandoned classroom and then started dashing down the hallways to his next class. seungmin had this habit since he was young that whenever something bad happened, he'd live a monotonous life. as though his feelings disappeared, he only hangs one blank expression on his face and he rarely talkes. he'd act like a walking robot with no feelings of sadness nor happiness, he buries himself in work to keep himself constantly occupied like a workaholic.

seingmin went to his next class, blank expression hung on his face. he was focusing on the lesson but he couldnt help but feel a strong pang in his heart. he shrugged the feeling away and completed the last class of his school day, he was starting to get comfortable with his buried monotonous life once again.

seungmin carried his textbooks and walked to his locker to drop them off before leaving school. just as he was approaching his locker, a certain someone leaning against the walled opposite his locker caught his eye, he cautiously watched the other while making his way to his locker. seungmin made no obvious reactions to hyunjin's presence that ticked hyunjin off.

seungmin opened his locker and quickly sent a text for his driver to bring his black bugatti, this boy here is going for a ride. he snatched the bugatti car keys that he always hanged in his locker, today he was finally putting it to use. honestly, seungmin had no clue where he was head off to but he knew that he needed to be alone.

the dandy boy was walking away from his locker, an unbothered look hung on his face, in the distance he saw his driver sat in the usual mercedes that he commutes with and his black bugatti right behind. seungmin didnt even care that he was going to drive his bugatti away infront of so many people, and that theyd figure he's rich, he only wanted to be alone and to not feel human presence.

just as he was about to cross the main entrance, someone from behind pushed him harshly to the floor. then flipped seungmin around and delivered a strong punch to the younger boy's right cheek, the man with the audacity to do so was non other than hyunjin. he grabbed seungmin by the collar, looking intensely into seungmin's eyes signs of anger. instead all he saw was grey, it was lifelessness he saw through that pair of grey eyes.

seungmin looked expectantly at hyunjin, as if he was waiting for more punches from the other. but when he got no reaction from the older, he smirked before shoving the other away and regained his balance and then putting on an unbothered look once more. but hyunjin wasnt done, if making a scene and punching seungmin was not enough, he grabbed the younger by his hood and pulled seungmin close to him.

" mine. " hyunjin chuckled as he said that and forcefully pulled the hoodie off seungmin . hyunjin knew for a fact that seungmin self-harms and one of the reasons is bound to be because he is insecure of his body, if not why would the younger always wear longs sleeves and work so hard for abs but hide them?

too bad hyunjin messed with seungmin at the wrong timing, seungmin felt nothing from what hyunjin did to him. there was a ring of people surrounding the duo, possibly from the punching and ruckus they caused, many witnessed hyunjin pulling the hoodie of seumgmin.

seungmin the top student with killer looks but no one talks to him because he simply avoids everyone, seungmin the top student who was always shy and withdrawn and hated being in the middle of the spotlight. but today was seungmin the top student with the killer defined body filled with hickeys that made this scene even hotter to the ring of students surrounding them.

both girls and guys whipped out their phone to capture a photo of this unreal moment. all attention was now on the shy seungmin but he felt nothing, he simply shrugged the attention off and grabbed his phone and car keys that were discarded on the floor.

the other students buzzed after seungmin as he walked out of the school, shirtless. he left hyunjin in the middle of the now empty hallway, in awe that he didnt get a reaction out of the younger. meanwhile seungmin strode to his car, his driver rushing out to pass him a gym tank top that barely offered him anymore coverage.

before his driver could even talk to him he walked past him straight to his bugatti which earned low gasps from his " paparazzi ". so seungmin is smart, hot and rich huh ? with a low growl from the car, seungmin manuvered his way skillfully out of the tiny crowd around his car and sped off down the highway.

looks like he earned himself a fan club today.

the emotionless boy was confident for once and didnt back down from the attention, though now he was starting to regret as he cringed at the aftermath of his actions. he sped down the road not really having a destination, endless thoughts ran through his mind.

" what did i even do to hyunjin? he took advantage of my body, shouldnt i be the one mad at him? or that's just how it is and i should just accept the fact that no one likes me? this is just a sign that i shouldnt exist in this world right? i ... should just die shouldnt i. "

seungmin stepped on the brake, hard. he let out a shakey breath and tears started streaming down his face. he has always imagined how he would like to take his life, he wanted to die in a peaceful way with no struggles. he wanted to die in the ocean. he'd like to stop breathing until his heart stopped beating, end this miserable life with no struggle.

that day, seungmin drove himself to the beach.

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