lunch time // seungjin

十四

seungmin walked into the water, tears streaming down his face. "im so worthless, i should just die. no one loves me, no one cares. " the water was now at chest, seungmin inhaled one last time remembering how it feels to be alive. " eomma appa im so sorry i wasnt the best child you had . "

then seungmin did it. he pushed off into the sea, head dunked in the water. his heartbeat came off as clear booms in his head, but they soon escalated to feelings of his head being hammered, the impact made seungmin dizzy. his throat dry and his lungs were on fire, seungmin wanted to rise back to the surface again. he wanted to struggle, but his desire to die was so strong he easily coped with this.

seungmin couldnt feel his arms and his legs, his chest was burning, his head was hurting. but most importantly he was that tad bit away from accomplishing his death wish. then, everything went black.

" hey are you okay ? seungmin can you hear me? " a foreign voice called out. seungmin struggled to open his heavy eye lids, he stared out into the distance the warm sunlight shining onto his face. his eyes adjusted to the foreign figure beside him, " hes so pretty... his cheeks are so cute . "

" hi my name is jisung. han jisung. i go to the same academy as you, we're in the same art class. " jisung started explaining. " i uh, i dont know what to tell you but what you were about to do definitely isnt the answer to your problems. it may not seem like it but ive been through alot and ive tried ending my problems like you too but trust me, its not the correct answer. lets talk someday hm? "

seungmin quietly nodded, " why did you save me? " he internally questioned as he looked into jisung's warm eyes.

" lets get going shall we? ill give you a ride home. " jisung warmly said.

" oh uh it's o-ok, i d-dro...ove h-here. " seungmin said before standing up, jisung soon following him. but the older caught the younger as he lost his balance, the younger had stop breathing for so long there wasnt oxygen going to his brain that made him so dizzy.

" ill give you a ride home, it's dangerous for you to drive now. " jisung insisted as he gently tugged on seungmin's wrist.

" i-ill wet your car t-though... " seungmin said before receiving a warm smile,  " it's okay, as long as your safe it doesnt matter. " jisung replied.

" whoa why is he so pretty? i want to be like him too. " seungmin thought to himself as he trotted after jisung. " can i-i lend your p-pho..ne for abit ...? "

jisung nodded and passed the other his phone. seungmin quickly dialed for his driver, " hey uh could you pick up my car, it's at the beach near my school. also could you get me a new phone ? i dropped mine into the water. " he quickly returned the phone to jisung before briefly smiling at the older.

they both got into jisung's toyota," wait is that bugatti yours ? " seungmin nodded before calmly fastening his seat belt. jisung on the other hand was blown away, " ive never seen a bugatti in real life i- "

seungmin gave jisung his address before slowly dozing off in the passenger seat of jisung's car. the whole ride was quiet and only seungmin heaving breathing could be heard. jisung couldnt help but look at the now soaked bandage on seungmin's left upper arm. it broke his heart, knowing what was under those bandages.

after awhile they reached seungmin's mansion, jisung's jaw dropped as he looked at the 4 storey mansion that stood in front of him. he reached his hand over to lightly shake seungmin's knee and wake him up, the younger boy stirring awake from his sleep.

seungmin stepped out of the car and bowed, " t-thanks for the ride j-jisung. " before turning and walking into his house.

jisung then drove away, still in awe of how rich the younger is. " aish that poor boy is going through so much, what do i do now ah shit. " jisung was naturally kind, seeing someone who was broken had an effect on him. he saw his old self in seungmin, the younger boy was going through the same stage of not thinking straight as he used to.

" i have to help him, i cant let anything happen to that poor boy. "

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