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Moving forward

Jane woke up before me and headed to the bathroom.  While she was peeing, I made me coffee and poured her some juice and took her the morning meds and vitamins. I joined her for a quick shower.  We had to be out of here in 15 minutes. I left my gun at home while Jane took hers. She is allowed to carry a weapon on correction site,  she just has to lock it up in their safe..I  bring Jane's breakfast, water, banana and yogurt with a slice of sour dough bread. I packed up some nuts, fruit and water just in case she got hungry or thirsty.
We get there at 9:00. Jane identifies herself,  clears her weapon and hands it over.  They frisk both of us. We wait for them to bring out Tommy.  Tommy looks good and Jane is thrilled to see her baby brother. They catch up.  "Maura I don't know what you did to hurt my sister. You are lucky she forgave you don't   blow it and no more three somes. Jane didn't tell me what happened. I just had to calculate when my nephew to be was conceived and I am guessing it was close to your birthday. I still love you Maura no Jane not that way before you say anything" "Tommy this will be my last visit for several months.  Don't go joining anything or fucking up.  I don't want to have to come back at kick your ass." 'Jane I am behaving, Paddy is making sure. If I screw up,  I have to deal with him and that won't be pretty." "Tommy,  I  am sorry he threatened you but in a good way, we know you will behave and your safe in here. Love you Tommy."."I  love you three. Anthony you be good for your mama or you will have to deal with MA." " Love you big head but threaten my son with MA, bye Tommy. Give me a hug, I don't care they can deal with me."

Jane gets her gun and puts 500 hundred on his books. He is only to use 100 a month no exceptions.  I ALREADY spoke to the warden. We were in the academy together. " I  open the door for Jane and we stop within 30 minutes on the side of the road. She had to tinkle. We drive another hour. I pull over, hand her her pills, water and a protein bar and nuts. We make it back home around lunch time. I make her some barley soup,  since she likes that. We eat soup and have decaf tea. I walk with her upstairs so she can take a nap.  I take her shoes and socks off and massage her legs and feet than cover her up . I start putting all her clothes and shoes  back.  I updated the liners in her dresser before I put her other clothing items away. I never moved my clothes over in her absence in the closet nor her dresser.
I set up her studio again. She was still asleep when Joey arrived. I made him an early dinner and helped him assemble the furniture and hang up the red Sox decorations up. We were finishing up and Joey was taking the cardboard boxes to the recycle bin. Joey talked to Anthony for awhile and read him a book in Italian.  Joey left because his girlfriend was flying in and had three days off before she was back as a flight attendant. "Jane I  hope he has a big appetite. I made him an early dinner and he had seconds. " " Oh, that is why I am smelling spaghetti and garlic bread."

"Jane can we talk now about our future.  You fell asleep on me last night and on the drive up there. I am not complaining. I know your body is changing  and its not easy for you. " "yes"

With regards to our sex toys.I don't want to use strap on nor strapless nor riding crop and no handcuffs. I know you know why." Jane nods yes. I would like to set him up with a trust fund  and start looking into a day care and hire a maid and nanny.  I know you want to do it all but i don't need you burnt all the time. I want you to enjoy life too and take time for yourself. I promise not to go angry or mad to bed.  We may not agree but on all. I would like you to be my wife when you are ready. We can have it however and whenever you want it. When you get closer to your due date,  i will hire you a driver.  If you need one sooner,  please let me know."
"Maura thank you for thinking about me and our son. I would like him to learn Italian that is why Joey is reading him in Italian. Right now, I don't have anything but probably will need to add on. I would like us to go shopping your favorite word. I do have a few,  Joey can come by any time to his son within reason. Joey and I agree public schools only.  Maura Joey is going to come and get me for lunch tomorrow. Let's go shopping the day after tomorrow. 
Jane and Maura eat dinner and relax before going to bed.  They go upstairs and Maura gives Jane a back massage and foot massage. They nod off for the night after kissing each other on the forehead.