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painting and recuperating

Jane has been resting and doing what my boss tells her to do. He comes over to do her check ups. He loved the painting of us in our  career motif one. Jane is feeling more relaxed now and having less nightmares and me too which I am truly happy about.
Jane painted three more of these career motifs in various sizes. The smallest is for her desk at work - 4x6. She painted one for my work office at the hospital, my home office and her studio. Each one we  have different outfits on.
Several months have come and gone.
Jane is back to desk duty. Jane calls me at work and says she wants to have lunch to discuss something.  Of course,  I agree but hesitant to find out what she wants to discuss. Jane brings Thai food from one of my favorite go to places to eat from.  "Maura its not bad honest.  After calling you,  I got busy.  I should of called you back to tell you. For that I am sorry. Since returning to work, I  have been thinking what Joey always reminded me that my love life is more important and should be when I find the right one over my career. Even though I didn't get hurt, I am hesitant to go back to full duty, because there is always a chance of getting seriously hurt or killed.  I saw what my work related and non related one's have done to you. We promised before making a life altering choice that impacts both of us to bring it up to discuss it.  I am going to resign from my career. I  have been enjoying my painting even though I  know it may never make enough to live off of. Thanks to you and God for placing you in my life. When I return to work I am going to talk to my team before I place my resignation letter in effective in two weeks while I am on desk duty. What do you think about my decision?" " First  and foremost,  thank you for telling me before you did it. You know I always worry about you babe but more so about your career choice.  If it wouldn't of been your career choice I would of most likely never met you. I support you in your decision babe. I love you."  Maura and I finish our lunch.  I kiss her on forehead good bye and leave back to work. I  ask my team to meet me downstairs so I  only have to say it once to my unit and Maura's former colleagues.  " Since I  have been on desk duty, I  have been giving it a lot of thought and spoke to my wife today about my decision.  I am putting in my two week notice to resign my career. I will miss working with you all but thankfully we are more than just colleagues at work. You are my extended family with the exception of you Frankie. I  have not mentioned this part yet to Maura. I will be throwing a big bash at our home for us to reunite as a team before I leave the police force.  I am going to paint more.  I may not make enough money but with lawsuit monies and Joey's life insurance policy I will be okay and it doesn't hurt to have a wife whose profession enables me to live life well. You guys bring the desserts, side dishes and beverages. Maura and I will supply the venue and meat. Frankie Maura and I  plan to tell our families TONIGHT via Skype. Frankie you  should ve getting your invite soon from Maura." Everyone is sad and happy for me.  I started out at the Boston PD when I  was 20. I didn't quite make it twenty years to retire but still will receive monies from the PD .
I  write up my resignation letter signed, dated and give it to Human Resources.  I head home to meet my wife to tell her about Saturday Bbq bash and hope she hasn't made plans and agrees with me. I drive up and see Maura having tables and chairs delivered and being set up in our backyard. I am guessing Susie or Samuel's must of spoken to her before I did."Hey sweetie, I  know its last minute and its two days away. I should of asked you first sorry sweetie." " Babe its okay,  we had the same idea. I was going to tell you too but got swamped in the ER.  I  ordered these after our discussion. I ordered pizza for dinner. We just have to make a salad. Go ahead and get your bikini on so you can do your exercise before we Skype and tell our families. Everyone accepted the invite for 8:30."
Tables and chairs are set up by the delivery crew which I  paid for them to set up and take down including a covered huge enclosed tent, since it may get chilly that night with several heating lights. I already placed a surprise velvet cake ordered with raspberry filling in for over 80 people. I sent then this photo too air brush with congrats on it.

Frankie e-mailed me several pics he took of wife at homicide scenes.
Jane finishes her swim.  Our dinner arrives while I am finishing up the salad and have a bottle of wine and champagne outside on the deck with my lap top ready to go live at 8:30. I  start off a toast to my lovely wife and we sit to eat our dinner.  We finish up with a few minutes.  Jane sits on my lap and we go live.  "THANKS FOR JOINING IN ON A LAST MINUTE INVITE.  I TURNED IN MY TWO WEEK RESIGNATION LETTER EFFECTIVE TODAY.  I WILL CONTINUE TO BE A WIFE AND PAINT FULL TIME.  WE ARE LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING YOU ALL HERE SATURDAY FOR MY WIFE'S GOING OUT WITH A BANG BASH.  YES, CATHERINE, RACHELLE AND FRANKIE BRING YOUR SIGNIFICANT OTHERS.  WE ARE OFF TO CLEANING UP AND GOING TO BED EARLY. I KNOW MAURA IS BEAT. WE LOVE YOU ALL. I END SKYPE NOT GIVING OUR FAMILY TIME TO SAY ANYTHING. I SUPPORT MY WIFE IN HER DECISION.  We clean up,  secure the house set the alarm and feed Bass. I  have a surprise for my wife. I dress up in her blues. I wait for her to get in bed. I already turned the fireplace on.  I turn back ground music on and start to dance and do a strip tease for my wife. Jane is enjoying every minute of it. She grabs me and has me standing up between her legs.  She is moving her hands  up and down my back snd enters me with two of her fingers curled up. I kiss Jane and remove her tshirt exposing her breasts to me. While she is moving inside my vagina bringing me to an orgasm. I continue to kiss her moaning in her mouth, "fuck yeah babe just like that babe fuck fuck, OH FUCK FUCKKKK BABE" I cum on her fingers. I get on top of her face grinding on her while she licks me clean and finger fucks my anus. We haven't had too much sex during her recuperation.  This is indeed make up for it. We fucked one another for three and half hours only slowing down to hydrate on the bottles of water I brought up. Fuck Jane made me bleed some but felt real good.  We both needed this. We got up to relieve ourselves, gargle with mouth wash and brush our teeth.  We went back to bed, kissed each other foreheads and we fell asleep with me between her legs.