They deserved better.
I wasn't good enough. I never was.
I never was good at showing my emotions, I wasn't good to talk to, I wasn't funny, I wasn't smart, I had depression and other complexes, I was annoying, I had no talent, I was a burden, I was useless.
But with him, everything was different.
With him, I came out of my nutshell. With him, I saw a sense in life. With him, I cared about others. With him, I cared about myself. With him, I tried my best. With him, I tried to be the best that I can be. With him, I was a better person.
But without him, I got worse.
If you once tasted a drug and got addicted to it, you can either continue to take this drug or try to live without it.
I decided on the first option.
I wanted him in my life forever. I wanted to love him forever. I wanted to consume his care, time and love forever.
But he took it all away.
He took away the drug, I yearned for. The drug on which I built my whole new life and personality.
And with that, everything collapsed. All my hopes, dreams, emotions, desires, everything crashed and buried me beneath them.
I fell deeper than I was before.
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The Fanfiction, MatsuHana
FanfictionHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
