I got addicted.
I got addicted to the feeling of him loving me. It numbed the pain. It was my alternative drug. I couldn't take the drug I was addicted to so I took this one. It wasn't as good, it didn't last as long, it hurt more, it was in so many ways worse than not taking any.
Still, I couldn't help myself. I read every store there was. I loved every story. However, none could satisfy me completely. They were all wrong. They all showed a wrong image of him. They all gave him personal traits he didn't have. They all didn't know anything about him.
It made me furious.
They all made him look like a completely different person. They all pretended as they knew him, they didn't. Nobody knew him the way I knew him.
It annoyed me. It annoyed me more every day. One day, I couldn't continue reading them. They were all so wrong.
So I decided to write my own.
YOU ARE READING
The Fanfiction, MatsuHana
FanfictionHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
