But all that left me with a question. How did I feel about Mattsun? Did I still love him? The simple answer was yes. He was the love of my life and I would never be able to let him go. But then there was the fact that I fell for Kawa as well.
Kawa and Mattsun were so alike that I often questioned if I really liked Kawa. I knew that he was something special to me but I wasn't sure about my feelings.
Was I even poly? I didn't know.
After taking some quizzes, I knew that I was most likely poly or at least fine with living in a poly relationship.
After I realized it, I quickly texted Kawa. I always told him about everything that happened in my life.
eyo, I just wanted to tell you that I'm polyamorous
what does that mean lol
it means that I can fall in love with more than one persona t the same time
I didn't know that was possible but cool for you. I may also be poly, idk though
How did you realize?
I actually got a second crush lol
now that I think about it, same
omg tell me, who?
so there is this one love of my life person that hates me and then there's this cute boy I've been texting lately
you were texting someone besides me, I'm hurt </3
dumbass, it's you
wait what?
but you don't even know me
oh, I know you
I don't know your full name neither your face but I know you
you're right
so won't I get a rejection or do you actually return my feelings?
I actually do
that's great, wanna be my boyfriend?
sure
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The Fanfiction, MatsuHana
FanfictionHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
