The following days, the boy, Kawa how he told me to call him because he didn't want to tell me his full name, always reminded me to drink something. And somehow I now automatically drank something after waking up and before going to sleep. I loved that he cared enough about me to remind me to do something like this. It was probably nothing for him but to me it was special. I just hoped that he didn't get bored of me like Mattsun probably did.
Every day, he reminded me more and more of Mattsun. I didn't want to admit it but sometimes I blushed when I thought about this Kawa. He was really nice and caring and he seemed to like me as well. Not in a romantic way, no. For that, it was way too early and I doubted that I could get over Mattsun, but in a platonic way. I hoped he did. I would have a friend, a really nice one.
But if we would be friends, we would have to meet in real life, someday at least. And I didn't think I was capable of that. Maybe later but right now I just couldn't.
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The Fanfiction, MatsuHana
FanfictionHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
