I arrived at the Café Kawa and I decided to meet in, way too early. He probably wasn't there yet so I waited outside. I sat on a bench nearby and watched the people entering the shop. Nothing special happened until about ten minutes before we decided to meet. I saw a familiar figure waiting in front of the shop.
Why was he here today? Why exactly now? Why couldn't he choose another date to do whatever he wanted to do here? Why did he need to ruin everything good in my life?
I had thought, I had hoped, I had wished that I would see him again. Yet, I couldn't help but cry. Seeing him in real life, so near to me made me break down. It brought everything back. Every happy and every sad moment. All the pain I felt as he broke my heart. Everything.
I couldn't hold it back anymore. I couldn't pretend that it was fine anymore. And I couldn't let kawa see me in this state. I didn't want him to see this side of me although he probably already knew it. Yet, I was more vulnerable in real life. I feared getting hurt way more because this was real. The other side was too but on the internet, you could easily pretend it wasn't.
This was real and I wouldn't meet Kawa right now. I couldn't and I knew that he would understand.
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The Fanfiction, MatsuHana
أدب الهواةHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
