Today, Kawa and I would finally meet up. I was really excited. I haven't been on a date forever. And with forever I meant never. I've never loved anyone but Mattsun and Kawa. I never asked Mattsun out and Kawa and I haven't met before. So let's say, I was excited. I didn't know how a date was like but I was sure that it would be great. What could go wrong?
I, obviously, called Suga to help me calm down. In the last few weeks, we met five times and every day we spend together was just perfect. Suga helped me with things Kawa couldn't help me with. I wasn't ready to tell him about Mattsun yet. It would be weird, wouldn't it? He would probably think I'm pathetic and would leave me just like Mattsun did. Suga on the other hand went with me through thick and thin. At least as long as I let him.
"calm down. You look gorgeous and your outfit is stunning. You got this," Suga said. He wanted to help me and I was glad that he tried to make me more confident but I was so scared. I didn't know how Kawa would react when he saw me. I didn't know if he would still want me then. Suga said he would and that he was a douchebag and not worth my time if he didn't. I just hoped that he was right.
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FanfictionHe left me and I couldn't take it. One day I stumbled upon Wattpad and it showed me a way to feel his love without him actually loving me. I still loved him, even after five years. If you love someone strong enough, you'll fall for them over and ov...
