[hyunjins pov]
"Hi, can I sit here?" Someone behind me asked. The voice was deep but warm and sweet. I turned around and was met by a really pretty boy. He had a really recognizing face. Then I realized.
It was the guy that I saw on Instagram.
[two days ago]
I was scrolling through Instagram when I saw this really pretty boy.
@lixxflixx
♥️ 4929 💬 780
@lixxflixx I wanna make brownies :(@ykhan if you do make sure to bring some for me!
@kimseungmo it's not like it's hard
@lixxflixx @kimseungmo but I have no ingredients :((
@babybreadinnie make babybread instead, oh wait that sort of rhymed 🤠
@lixxflixx @babybreadinnie bruh
@whippedcream okay you're cute afI chuckled at the comment section. But I couldn't stop looking at him. He was so breath taking. Ugh what am I thinking.
That day my brain belonged to that guy. He wouldn't get out of my mind.
[present time]
I got out of my thoughts when the guy waved his hand in front of my face. It was so small.
"H-hello?" He said shyly.
"Huh?" I answered with a confused look. He giggled lightly. My heart literally skipped a beat.
"Can I sit here?" He asked. I just nodded and tried to stay chill, I mean, gotta keep my rumor about being the cold dude that's never nice to anyone.
[during class]
I didn't pay attention to the class. I mean, it's math. Do I ever pay attention? No.
But today my attention wasn't just somewhere, it was on the pretty boy sitting next to me. I admired his sideprofile way too much. His pretty button nose, his milk chocolate freckles, his pouty lips- shit he noticed me. He looked at me, his eyes filled with a little bit of worry.
"Um.. Is there something on m-my face?" He asked with a worried tone. I just shook my head in response and continued looking at him and his adorable features.
After a while he started shaking his leg, kind of aggressively. He also started fidgeting with his hands, cracking his knuckles and gripping at his wrists. I saw his glossy eyes from the side but soon he turned his face towards me.
"Can you s-stop looking at me?" He struggled out his words quietly. I looked at him with a confused face. His eyes were now filled with tears that wanted to stream out. I was so confused.
"Is everything okay?" I suddenly asked. My voice sounded worried. Why did I care about him?
He didn't answer. Instead he just looked back at the teacher and paid attention to the class.
I couldn't pay attention to class under the whole period. I asked myself too many questions.
Why did he ask me to stop looking?
Why did he start crying?
Why did he look worried?I didn't realize that class had ended and everyone already was packing their backpacks to go get lunch during the break. The first one to get out of the classroom was Felix. That was the freckled boys name. How do I know? Because his friend yelled that name after him.
[felix's pov]
I grabbed my backpack, stuffed in all my things in it and ran as fast as I could out of the classroom.
"Felix wait!" Jisung yelled after me in the hallway, but I didn't listen.
I just needed to get out of there.
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so this is chapter 3 y'all. It's kinda bad lol. but next chapter will probably be some angst Idk. anyway hope you enjoyed reading this peace of shit. cya! <3
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safe in your arms - hyunlix
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demon...