[3rd person pov]
⚠️self harm⚠️
Felix ran down the hallways of the big school. When he arrived at the bathroom stall for the boyz (stream Breaking Dawn) he pulled the door quickly and rough. He almost fell by the small wind blow.
He supported his body on the sink, trying not to fall. He looked up from the ground and was met by a mirrored version of himself. He looked miserable. The tears he'd held in before kept falling down, making his soft cheeks wet. Only sobs were heard through the empty stalls.
Felix never wanted to seem like an annoying burden to his friends, which is one of the reasons why he never told them about his social anxiety. That is why he always made excuses to leave when he felt the voices coming.
You need more.
Take the pain away.
You know you deserve it.
You stupid little coward.
Don't be shy, take it out.
His right hand went to grab something from his hoodie pocket. He took it out and stared at the shiny and sharp item he held into. It was a small pocket knife. But it was still sharp and could relief the anxiety and pain in his chest.
He took a tight grip of the sharp object and started cutting his wrist, which was already destroyed by several old cuts that had turned into ugly scars. The feeling of being empty filled his whole body as he sighed deeply.
Good boy.
You listened.
But they still hate you.
You can't do anything.
Hyunjin thinks your weird.
You don't deserve him or any of your friends.
Soon the relieving feeling turned into a hurting pain that spread across his whole body. His head started aching and he felt dizzy, vision got worse and his whole body started shaking. Soon his arms wasn't able to hold up his body anymore. He fell and bumped his head hard on the edge of the sink. He heard the door open and a worried voice, some quick footsteps heading towards him. He felt himself being lift up before everything got black.
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this was really short but let's just not think about that. this is my second time writing angst, first time on wattpad.
if you felt triggered while reading this I recommend not continuing to read this story <3
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safe in your arms - hyunlix
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demon...
